When you're within the grasp of addiction, you're in the habit of feeling a certain type of high. What you're seeking is to feel a specific way. What you're trying to get away from is the feeling associated to "nothingness" or "numbness". Essentially, we seek a heightened state in contrast to feeling low or unemotional. …
New years resolutions
Is it not better to not make a new year observation? It's a new decade! Looking back over the years, we make new years resolutions every year, only to not keep them, or to find ourselves with gym memberships, hyper expensive gym equipment clogging up the front room or a years supply of weight watchers …