God has your back, every single step of the way.

Sometimes we go through trials and these things make us feel afraid. As if living under a grey cloud, we can’t see the sun. But it doesn’t mean its not there.

God protects you. And even the mightiest of them all loses all of his strength if he so wishes to harm you. So long as you stand strong in self belief, you are protected by God all the way through. What seems like painful.

Isaiah 54:17 (NKJV)

โ€œNo weapon formed against you shall prosper,
And every tongue which rises against you in judgment
You shall condemn. This is the heritage of the servants of the Lord,
And their righteousness is from Me,โ€
Says the Lord.

Psalm 91:7 (NIV)

โ€œA thousand may fall at your side,
ten thousand at your right hand,
but it will not come near you.โ€

Romans 8:31 (ESV)

โ€œIf God is for us, who can be against us?โ€

Deuteronomy 28:7 (NIV)

โ€œThe Lord will grant that the enemies who rise up against you will be defeated before you. They will come at you from one direction but flee from you in seven.โ€

Psalm 23:5 (NIV)

โ€œYou prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies. You anoint my head with oil; my cup overflows.โ€

I want you to take a moment and observe that you are protected every step of the way. What you think will be an oblivion to you, will be a mere scratch. What you think will be your death, will simply be a gush of fresh air. The scariest among us lose all of their power when faced with the meek and humble. Humility and vulnerability are the most powerful sources.

It is as if, you can sit back, and let the enemies attack you. They will defeat themselves in the process.

So heed no thought, pay no mind to those who scare, frustrate, anger you. They will cancel themselves out.

Matthew 5:5.

“Blessed are the meek, for they will inherit the earth.”

Edit:

Additional value I dug up ๐Ÿ™‚

https://youtu.be/QrRMj8A4N0Y?si=D6txPfHaMoSaUKIm

When the master is ready, the pupil will appear.

I’ve been going though a significant amount of trauma since 2024, but I just understood something, I can only attract the people I need once I’ve overcome my trauma.

The reason being that, if you break an egg from the outside, you remove the life, and the life within your trauma bubble is essentially in formation as you evolve through your trial and error to cope with it.

You cannot lead from a place of being in the shell, because people cannot see if you are in teacher mode, or if you are in need of a mentor.

The truth is, its up to you. But, knowing myself, the truth is that I need to become the mentor. And its only by reaching the point where one can get out of one’s shell that one can become the teacher for others. Before then, nothing will work, the energy will be off and no matter how many ads, vsls etc that you make, you won’t be able to make any money or attract any clients. Its all energetic.

However, you need to remain consistent. You need to become extremely clear about creating momentum proportional to one single thing and if you don’t you risk going round in circles. Not understanding why people aren’t interested in what you’re saying, not liking, etc.

You can’t shine, from under a cloud. And that is why you can only attract the client from the position of being a master. And you can only be the master, if you master the turmoil keeping you in your bubble. You can escape, but you’ll have to then take that same bubble elsewhere. So you need to build your internal infrastructure to help other people, and that can only come from a place of having built one to get out of your personal bubble/egg.

The reason we don’t break the egg and let the chick break the shell first, is because its about strength and struggle. If you break the shell first, you remove the struggle, and if you remove the struggle, you remove the process that gives strength, and resilience. If you have no strength, you cannot break the bubble from within. You have to keep on struggling until you can break your personal struggle from within.

Life will give you everything that you need in order to succeed, where ever you are. You don’t have to go to the other side of the world in order to succeed. You just have to create momentum to get to the point of success. IF, and only IF, you’re committed to succeeding.

You may be able to succeed from the outside, if you’re making a boiled egg, but if you’re wanting to succeed and let life, you must let life expand first. And if it expands, then and only then can you come out the other-side and claim to be the success that you are.

We often think in terms of who will guide us. But, sometimes we have to overcome things that are so significant, that we have no choice but to come out the other side and teach others.

And when we do, we have the right to go anywhere in the world.

The troubling thing about this article is that, its also true from the outside in. If you want to succeed you can take action and force the interior to become like you want to become by being around the right people.

You don’t have to run or panic, or struggle externally, but you do need to remain consistent, internally or externally, and then, you will be a success.

All paths lead to Rome, and all paths lead to God, the only choice is essentially, knowing what kind of path you’d like to take, to get there. What is your path?

Your choice is the path. And your level of success is the amount of consistency you have in the believe around the obtention of what you’re aiming for. Because you are essentially stacking, and compounding the intention and action to succeed. If you stack that intention overtime you become successful, because you are successful in intention over and over until you become that.

So its important to define the emotion, the state you want to replicate from your internal state of ‘abyss’ even if it seems scary, even if it seems lonely, even if you feel broken. You will prevail, its a matter of time though. You see, you need to discover the rules of the game first, and if you can discover the rules of the game, you can figure out the parameters of how you can win, and win you must.

You need to Win the game, and when you do so, you will have recognition and acclaim.

But, only because you have walked the impossible path, because you have trail blazed your way to overcome your personal trauma and rise to lead others through theirs.

Don’t escape.

Grow. Expand, learn, understand. Learn to see within the mundane, if you cannot have the superbly superficial. Learn to succeed where you are. As Walter Wattles said back in the day, you must outgrow where you are. If you are to leave, to get a better position, you must outgrow your current circumstance. But expansion must come first, and success will only come from your personal struggle.

If you’re cut off from your emotions, but need to reach your goal while feeling like you’re in absolute darkness. Refer to the DCI Framework.

While the devil will try to trick you, and what to do if you’re stuck in a form of prison cell, even if its within you.

If the Devil can convince you that you can’t have what you want in the future, he will tempt you into giving up everything in the near present.

At the start of 2024, I experienced a trauma, and have been stuck within that bottle, unable to pop that cork. Going round in circles, unable to get to the other side to enjoy what life has to offer. – It’s taken my ability to feel anything, my ability to exercise, my ability to feel emotions, my inner impulse and guidance system, it’s taken my ability to have a clear mind, and it’s taken my ability to feel certain about the future. It’s taken my energy, and has made me doubt, given me confusion, and made me feel cut off from the world. 2 cm away from success and the devil puts you in hell. FFS… Right?

But, this isn’t my first rodeo. This isn’t my first trauma, and luckily I developed tools beforehand. So, I am in the habit of figuring things out, and being in tricky situations.

In a past life I’d have called myself an escape artist. Although, for this trick, I’m not certain how to escape tbh… I digress..

The devil tries to convince you, that your future is no longer attainable. You either give into it, or you give up, thinking that your dreams are no longer possible for you. This is illusion. You will rise again tomorrow morning, and you will, at some point, overcome this thing. It’s a matter of time and understanding.

I’ve created a framework for if you’re uncomfortable and dealing with automatic trauma/addiction/seeking for external ‘signs’ in order to confirm you’re on the right path.

You see, in my life, currently, I can’t feel, I have no sense of feeling or emotion, no impulse, no higher thinking, and my body seems to be my enemy. I have no form of ‘internal’ narrative, and no mental clarity to guide myself with.

But I know a few things.

  1. My gift requires input, which is fuel. And if, even if I don’t have access to what is happening within, I can sense that my body is creating energy and there is a little enthusiasm, as I go through the motions.
  2. I know that if I go towards the direction I’m striving for, my energy perks up.
  3. I know that if I look at certain things, just looking will deplete my energy.
  4. And I know what direction I need to be aiming for.
  5. And if I decide to go towards my risk, everything feels possible.

I currently have the obstacle of having zero guidance, zero reference, no impulse, no help, and I feel like I’m in the dark, alone, cut off. It’s scary, but… when we are in the dark, we must remind ourselves that, we are the light, and we are to guide others.

The Direction / Confirmation / Information framework.

I don’t have access to the infinite wisdom of my body, but I do have cues, and by observing, I can sense that I get uncomfortable and immediately start to search for ‘desirable’ things instead of being able to process the emotion, so I have to put all of this aside.

As soon as I start to get a bit ‘nervy’, I have to refer to this framework, to keep me on track.

Am I in need of direction? If this is the case, then I should refer to my plan.

If I am in need of confirmation, I’m seeking for something to tell me that I am ok, and I’m going in the right direction.

If I don’t know something, or how to solve it, instead of having access to that – like I normally do – , I need to refer to the tools that can help me with what it is that I don’t know.

And of course, a reminder, of why I am doing what I am doing.

The paradise, the state of care, feeling, taking care of mama, having my energy back again.

So, having an understanding of my obstacle, gives me a question of where I need to put my focus, and if I can do that, I can chose what is most important. (Bare in mind, that I seem to have had an absolute emotional reset, my EQ is stupid right now). So, having a rational map to help me navigate what it is that I’m feeling is helpful.

Jumping into the Abyss

Risk is the boundary holding us within the current reality we exist in. It is the limitation between our entire world perspective, and living within the reality we are actually supposed to shift into.

When we reach that gate, that area where we’re supposed to ‘get over/into’ becomes an internal blockage, a moment in time where all our fears /struggles become apparent. A moment where nothing is clear, or where we’ve become numb. So we freeze.

The thing is, beyond that moment of numbness, is pretty much everything that you could want. Its a limitation one holds themselves back with, to prevent them from living fully.

Kind of like a box we put ourselves in, to keep us ‘safe’. But from what? From our fears.

But as soon as you take the leap, there is a moment, in which your frequency stops and ascends to the higher level of where you’re going.

Life becomes suddenly rather interesting, because you’re experiencing it from the vantage point of that higher frequency. No longer are you witnessing life from the point of the lower perspective. And so, you witness a whole bunch of people who are at that level.

But that requires you to let go of the old; of everything you used to be. So that you can fully incorporate the new reality, which better matches who you are.

Evil & Perspective.

I see a lot of people who hate those who have money, those who are successful, those who are doing well. And Boy o’ Boy to I see a lot of people projecting and blurting out all of their hatred about others.

I just saw a post of 6 women who went to space with Blue Origin. The amount of jealousy, backlash, frustration, anger, that people are venting is absolutely out of this world!

And so, it got me thinking.

You see, the higher you go within yourself, the more intense demons you must face. Each time you reach a new height, you realize that there’s another demon to slay. And then, you realize that the demons you’re undoing, are perspectives, fears, and identifications associated to emotions. If you’re unconscious, you project these things onto the people who ‘mirror’ these internal conflicts back to you. In other words, people who are living in the public spotlight, celebrities, stars, entrepreneurs …

Why does this happen?

Essentially, you look at those people who, are simply purely going about their days, and they have something that a lot of “internally dead” people don’t have. There’s a form of listening to the soul, a form of hearing God’s call outs, a higher nature to them.

The problem though, is that functioning at such a high frequency means that you attract at a high frequency also. This means that you’re going to attract people who fit that internal dynamic you’re giving off.

The world needs you, c’mon..

When the world is silent, slap them in the face with loud.

When the world is loud, slap them in the face with bright.

When the world becomes bright, create magic.

When the world fails to create magic, step out and do it again.

The world is waiting for your unique voice. So be a step ahead and show them the way. People need your value more than ever.

People need the hope you provide, by being you.

You’re not lost.

You cannot be lost, because you are walking within the kingdom. It’s your own tailored universe.

It’s like saying, that you’re lost while walking in your own garden.

The illusion, is that you’re far from home and that you can get back. In reality, you’re already home, and your personal illusion is telling you: “Hey why don’t you do xyz, and go down this shady ally in order to fix yourself or cope with how you feel right now… Oh and while you’re at it, why don’t you pick up some sugary substance, do some illicit substance and get hooked on something that will pull you righhht out of the kingdom.” (wink wink – alluring energy.)

The purpose is to pull you out of the kingdom. – Stay in the kingdom.

Your shortcut is a sacrifice from your glory.

โ€œBefore enlightenment, chop wood, carry water.
After enlightenment, chop wood, carry water.โ€

– Zen Proverb

You see, while you’re trying to be elsewhere, you need to be here.

Your elsewhere is equivalent to the enlightenment. And while you want to arrive – and you will arrive – you forsake what is in front of you, wanting something better off in the distance.

But, you’ll find, that the all glorious desire you want – that is off in the distance – is actually, from where you’re standing right now, often a mirage.

Let me explain; the point of arrival you wish to arrive at cannot be appreciated if you don’t spend your present moment fortifying the current foundations right here and now. Your present circumstance is the foundation you build for later, so that you can – when you arrive at your desired destination – fully enjoy your point of arrival.

Every shortcut you take right now, adds up, and when you arrive at your point of arrival, every brick (which you lay every day) is add up, contributes to the Hight at which you’re able to perceive your point of arrival.

No brick today, means you get to go to your point of arrival, but your experience of that moment will be empty, or lacking something. Because you will have taken shortcuts along the way.

Your shortcut is a sacrifice from your moment of arrival.

The shortcuts you take are withdrawals you make from your moment of arrival.

In other words, every shortcut you take right now, is a subtraction to the outcome you desire to arrive at. Every Rep you don’t do right now, equals every rep you won’t have done when you arrive.

Answering the call to Lead.

— Your struggle and pain are the challenge for you to lead through.

If you don’t lead through these moments, you miss the opportunity to become a leader for others, therefore, you will miss out on the opportunity to help yourself.

The challenge and struggle that you’re going through is proportionate to the struggle you’re needing to overcome, and therefore, your strength lies in your weakness and pain, because if you didn’t have this struggle, you wouldn’t have anything to overcome.

You wouldn’t be the right leader for others who’re going through the struggle you’re going through if you weren’t going through the struggle yourself.

No one wants someone who preaches. People want actual struggles. Real time. That’s why they like reality TV, people want to know you’re struggle, they want to see how you’d cope during your struggle.

Use your calling to make the world better.

Trust the diversion. It’s for you.

Your current trauma / struggle isnโ€™t a closed door, but a redirection.

So that you can better arrive. 

If left unto you, youโ€™d have already succeeded, wouldn’t you..

But your success would be devoid of meaning, or something would be missing. 

And the plan, is for you to arrive at the top of your Game, so you can experience the very best!

You may not have to ship perfectly, although thatโ€™s entirely debatable, 

But, YOU want to arrive in all your glory, like a gladiator above his dragon.

So trust the plan, this diversion is for your best. 

Trust.