I hate following steps, doing what I’m told and being the same as everyone else.
The only problem is that, I can see that to get certain results, one has to follow steps, and sometimes do what is being said. If you want a result that someone else is producing, you have to place yourself as their student. At the end of the day, fair enough, working on humility isn’t bad, especially when you’re not perfection yourself. I believe we can learn from everyone. What I don’t believe, is that others are 100% right about what will work for us.
I think there is a sweet-spot between Energetic expansion, Flow, and Enjoyment which seem to relate to the soul, our individual fingerprint, and on the other-hand the tried and tested methods, the experience of specialists, and following the plan.
Somewhere in between these two sides, lies our personal interpretation of what is being demanded, the space where we find the right fit. Putting our own spin on things. Personalising what has been taught to us. In order to surpass the master, the student must first be student. Only then can the student add his own twist and personalise ‘it’.
I’ve come to the realisation that, I have a deep rejection of any form of authority within me, which is in constant contrast with my personal ambitions in life. And one cannot learn or grow properly without interacting with teachers, mentors, and sources of information written by authorities on said subject.
Which is why I am where I am, in the situation I’m in. I despise following others, and being told what to do. It just doesn’t work for me. In fact it robs my energy and flow of thoughts.
I’m naturally stubborn, ever since birth I’ve always seemed to be set on doing things my way. Which has emphasised, more importantly by my deep need for learning. Because, in my circumstance, without the adequate information for my action, my hardheadedness tends to lead me to the wrong outcome. Over time, I’ve become quite astute at finding information which seems to serendipitously align with course correcting me towards specific outcomes I want. I wouldn’t go as far as manifestation, although it seems a lot like a personal thought being projected onto reality. Anyhow…
All of this to say that, life has led me to where I am today, because of how I am. Or more precisely, I’d say that I have led myself to where I am in life, because I have my heart set on something.
Imagine a prison cell, within which you have all the comforts you could want, even the possibility of going for runs, or going anywhere you wish to go. And you cannot be free of that cell, until you solve a puzzle. You can go as far as you want, but as long as the puzzle is not solved, you will always find yourself going back to that cell.
For the last 6 years, until today, that has been my life and will continue to be so, until I discover the keys to making money from my laptop. The cell is my room at my mothers house. My puzzle is figuring out how to be of value for the market, how to make money from home (because if I can do that, I can make money anywhere). I will not leave, and don’t feel I can leave, until I have the ability to make at least 10k per month to support myself. Anything else would be to accept slavery, drudgery, and live a life of slavish dependency upon a location.
My current adventure is to find out what blockages I have (most probably lacking the right information), and what solutions I can find to earn money on the internet so that I can become financially free.
Would you like to follow my adventure from 0 to hero, while I discover the highlights from my research and experimentation during my week?
If so, I’ve got good news for you….
I’m going to share these insights and discoveries I find interesting in a weekly newsletter aimed to educate you, provide value, and keep track of my journey from where I am to where I wish to go.
If this is interesting to you, hop onboard, and lets see where the journey leads us.
Wish me luck!
Cherokee
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