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The dangers of Ai and the piedpipper effect.

If you’ve been reading this blog for any length of time, you’ll know that I’ve had my fair-share of struggles, and aim to produce the most truthful output as I can despite my struggles.

Well, lately, I have had my own fair share of struggles, as usual. And so, to counter-balance those troubles, I’ve sought out solutions and listened to content online. Some of it good, a lot of it appealing, and some of it an absolute waste of time.

However, this being said, When everything is going wrong, and you’re fighting for your life, and the content you’re listening to spews the exact problem you’re going through… Then you need to be aware. I love that google has its algorithms perfectly attuned to my pain points, until I don’t. And I don’t, for multiple reasons. But the fundamental one is Ai.

Any teenage idiot can create a channel. There isn’t anything wrong with this. It’s all fun and games, and simply creating value for your personal tribe is wonderful. When its grounded in reality and comes from us. But the issue arises – in traditional life- when the viewer realizes that the creator knows f all about what he’s talking about. This, is the reason adults don’t take life advice from school boys.

But, when those clever little monkeys grab hold of technology like Ai, and start seeking loopholes to get more pocket-money, the problem shifts. In general stance, it’s not necessarily bad that people strive to go out and make money but only when its based in the right reasons. Profit for profits sake is corruption. No, the issue is when the pocket money turns into millions, clever turns into manipulative and service turns into harvest at scale.

The content produced becomes incredibly accurate, except that it’s not actually grounded in anything, or anyone life experience, and ultimately not based upon human possibility in reality. Thus going towards the dangers of a virtual reality where anything is possible. It sounds like everything you want to hear, but in truth it’s not based on anything except a melting-pot of ai mashing together collective conscience. It’s not actually saying anything at all. It’s not actually food you can bite. It doesn’t sustain you or your soul. It’s based upon a mirage created to solve a human problem, using human knowledge (which for the most part is flawed. Because the majority of people have no clue what they’re saying as they’re the product of the waves of their lives… {Wrong + Wrong + wrong + wrong… Doesn’t make a right…}).

The issue is that there are actual human’s ailing while You tube Ai Content creators are racking up followers and rewards This is the story of the pied-pipper ( if any of you went to school before the rainbow tribe took over and decided to remove words from books and the dictionary, you’ll know ).

The value in human creativity, is that it is an extension of what we as humans are capable of as humans. That is what makes us incredible. It’s the extension of what we are capable of, within the realms of our internal heaven. When people aim from the perspective of virtual reality, to get limitless returns on investment and create asymmetrical towers of value, we’re creating illusions in the sky. They’re based upon nothing, they are but thin air..

Ai gets rid of the proverbial rats ( the work and thought process, which is incredibly alluring to anyone who doesn’t have a process they love, heck even the need to master something if you can outsource it to some VA in the Philippines ), while simultaneously leading the very humans dependant on that very automisation over the cliff with the rats. This is a problem. People who are lost, need to discover where they are, and find a healthy path to where they want to go. Not find some stranger with an appealing message who can ‘deliver Eldorado’ for a interesting price.

The reason humans need to see people speaking on subjects is because we need to see if they know what they’re talking about. Because confidence is visible, and authority is earned. You can’t fake it. This is why people like Jay Shetty erk the f out of me, because our spidy senses know somethings off. Sure they get fame and wealth and all that. But the ‘issue’ will come out sooner or later, which means they’re always having to tiptoe around that thing, cover, adapt, lie, building scaffolding to protect that thing – interestingly you can manipulate this and use this creative power when you’re entertaining people, it’s less good when you’re leading from example, which is why people have a shared perspective. It’s difficult to know what to believe. — Like all Conmen, who have no idea where their footing is or what to feel about them, because they’re not grounded or based in reality.

However, Authority is earned by overcoming the very struggles and fighting to master them, thus gaining authority by surpassing the very thing that happened to have power over us. If any kid with access to Ai can automate text based on peoples pain found in comments in comment sections, then stick that generated text into Ai and transform it into a confident appealing and authoritative voice with appealing images; then collect more of peoples pain by essentially farming the comment sections for information from viewers who are spilling their guts out with the hopes of being understood. Over and over…

You’re essentially stringing people on, misleading them, and ultimately and possibly using the last hope they had to combat what they’re going through. You’re manipulating people out of the energy they need to overcome the struggles they face. This energy is normally allocated safely within us. But since authors like Nir Eyal have decided to bend the world over and f it shamelessly, we have a bunch of silicon valley start-ups and morally bankrupt Harvard code grads ready to do anything so long as its based in logic and rationality. This is a problem, because its convincing, but its not based in grounded truth.

If I could depict this person, it would be a human being, it would be a Man with confidence, ultimately listening to people who are struggling, who tells them he’ll take care of all of their troubles and to let go of all their concerns and relax for all will be taken care of… The people hand over their pain, and the man makes a lovely profit.

This is what happens when modern day conmen decide to produce content. The end user gets f’d. But not in a monetary sense, in a time and attention. Which is worse, they’re putting utter garbage in peoples heads, and because they feel disempowered, they seek for hope in others – and this is why I don’t believe we should depend on externalities without at least some form of ability of discernment. ( as a man at least, in the world we live in, we need to be the pillars other people lean on and find a sense of home in… ).

When those viewers realize that these 10 year old conmen wasted their time, used them to make a profit, and ultimately mislead them without providing and actual solution; the result could be more catastrophic than predicted, as the viewer is left worse off due to being cajoled in lies. ‘Follow me just this way, I have a special offer for you…‘ said the shady salesman, licking his lips and readying himself to take their life savings…

The powers of Ai are important and the responsibility to dispense information and take a position of authority with confidence too. Regulation and fact checking must ensue. Because the cost of leading people who are lost in mind and trouble, is that we could ultimately lose them in flesh and blood. But, because there is no threshold to entree into content creation, anyone can say anything and he who has the highest leverage ultimately wins over everyone else, but at what cost?

As toying with peoples pain and aiming to gain has nothing of service but purely profit driven, we’re essentially saying that as a society that technocrats have the right to decide what’s what because they have a ton of VC money and profits from mindless people jumping into things without understanding the consequence and we give them power because they have the money to take a position of authority. The path to wealth doesn’t mean you are a good leader, it just means you’re able to execute well and mentally drive people to purchase the outcome you’re offering.

If people like Altman are given such positions, we as human beings only have to lose. Because the consequence of our societal belief, that money is the deciding factor on what gives people authority ultimately sets us all up for a law of who has the most power, which is a decent into medieval law of the strongest. If anyone can brute force their way into swaying people, even mindless kids with dollars in their eyes, then as a collective we should be on guard, because what comes next could be absolutely catastrophic.

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The purpose of clouds.

It is, I believe a test of faith that we are able to overcome what we’re going through, that we do have it in us, to bypass whatever we’re struggling with, and that we are smart enough to find a solution to our problems.

Under a black cloud, there is often shade. This prevents us from seeing clearly, even if we may know our truth. When we can’t see much, we often stumble and fall. And that is precisely the purpose of being under a cloud, or having light momentarily removed.

It is for us to remain steadfast and certain in our light. We are to burn through that fictitious limitation. — Fear. Preventing us from being fully what we are in the light of events and circumstances.

But guess what, that same shade is simply asking you to shine brighter, to become more convinced of how special you are, to breakthrough, to step out into the light in full faith that you know what is true despite evidence of the contrary.

You see, when you’re living in a traumatic bubble, you’re living in a limitation, a lie, and that set of conditions / circumstances, creates an illusion that you’re not all that you are. This isn’t true. It may seem true. But, if you know that simply by turning on a switch, you can change something. Then, it’s just a question of optimization and defining the limitations that you’re dealing with so that you can overcome them.

So, find what makes you shine, find where your speciality is, and fortify that.

You’re not being reduced. You’re required to expand and outgrow. Perhaps find new ways, and new paths.

When you level up, there’s an even bigger boss to conquer; level up again.

Get up, try again, build up, no matter what the evidence is. Believe.

In german, be-lieve, means to run towards something that we are.

So define what you are, and run towards it. You can’t fail at being you, because you are you.

Like saying the sky isn’t the sky, or the sun isn’t a sun.

It’s not because a cloud is in front of the sun, that the sun shines any less.

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Crawl through the Fog.

Don’t focus on the end result. Focus on doing the best you can here and remaining block solidly loyal to the end result in relation to what you’re trying to achieve. But, don’t focus on the end result, focus on the process.

This is the Fog issue. When you’re driving in fog, you can only focus where you can see the road. Focus on the road. You know that when you arrive, you will arrive home or wherever you’re going. But for now, you don’t get the luxury of looking at your home. You do however, have the luxury of seeing the road. And the road is what will get you there.

  • Right now, if you’re seeing this, it means that you don’t have the luxury to sit around and hope for a better future.
  • You must execute. You must do. Step by step.
  • This step by step process is your journey to where you’re going.
  • Your points of refueling must add up to create the output for the actions on your journey.
  • Your actions, must be made with Hope that you will attain that point of Home.

But, you don’t have the leisure of sitting around or solving your problem, you don’t have the luxury of waiting for your injury to heal. It’s game time now, and you need to limp to the finish-line.

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When the master is ready, the pupil will appear.

I’ve been going though a significant amount of trauma since 2024, but I just understood something, I can only attract the people I need once I’ve overcome my trauma.

The reason being that, if you break an egg from the outside, you remove the life, and the life within your trauma bubble is essentially in formation as you evolve through your trial and error to cope with it.

You cannot lead from a place of being in the shell, because people cannot see if you are in teacher mode, or if you are in need of a mentor.

The truth is, its up to you. But, knowing myself, the truth is that I need to become the mentor. And its only by reaching the point where one can get out of one’s shell that one can become the teacher for others. Before then, nothing will work, the energy will be off and no matter how many ads, vsls etc that you make, you won’t be able to make any money or attract any clients. Its all energetic.

However, you need to remain consistent. You need to become extremely clear about creating momentum proportional to one single thing and if you don’t you risk going round in circles. Not understanding why people aren’t interested in what you’re saying, not liking, etc.

You can’t shine, from under a cloud. And that is why you can only attract the client from the position of being a master. And you can only be the master, if you master the turmoil keeping you in your bubble. You can escape, but you’ll have to then take that same bubble elsewhere. So you need to build your internal infrastructure to help other people, and that can only come from a place of having built one to get out of your personal bubble/egg.

The reason we don’t break the egg and let the chick break the shell first, is because its about strength and struggle. If you break the shell first, you remove the struggle, and if you remove the struggle, you remove the process that gives strength, and resilience. If you have no strength, you cannot break the bubble from within. You have to keep on struggling until you can break your personal struggle from within.

Life will give you everything that you need in order to succeed, where ever you are. You don’t have to go to the other side of the world in order to succeed. You just have to create momentum to get to the point of success. IF, and only IF, you’re committed to succeeding.

You may be able to succeed from the outside, if you’re making a boiled egg, but if you’re wanting to succeed and let life, you must let life expand first. And if it expands, then and only then can you come out the other-side and claim to be the success that you are.

We often think in terms of who will guide us. But, sometimes we have to overcome things that are so significant, that we have no choice but to come out the other side and teach others.

And when we do, we have the right to go anywhere in the world.

The troubling thing about this article is that, its also true from the outside in. If you want to succeed you can take action and force the interior to become like you want to become by being around the right people.

You don’t have to run or panic, or struggle externally, but you do need to remain consistent, internally or externally, and then, you will be a success.

All paths lead to Rome, and all paths lead to God, the only choice is essentially, knowing what kind of path you’d like to take, to get there. What is your path?

Your choice is the path. And your level of success is the amount of consistency you have in the believe around the obtention of what you’re aiming for. Because you are essentially stacking, and compounding the intention and action to succeed. If you stack that intention overtime you become successful, because you are successful in intention over and over until you become that.

So its important to define the emotion, the state you want to replicate from your internal state of ‘abyss’ even if it seems scary, even if it seems lonely, even if you feel broken. You will prevail, its a matter of time though. You see, you need to discover the rules of the game first, and if you can discover the rules of the game, you can figure out the parameters of how you can win, and win you must.

You need to Win the game, and when you do so, you will have recognition and acclaim.

But, only because you have walked the impossible path, because you have trail blazed your way to overcome your personal trauma and rise to lead others through theirs.

Don’t escape.

Grow. Expand, learn, understand. Learn to see within the mundane, if you cannot have the superbly superficial. Learn to succeed where you are. As Walter Wattles said back in the day, you must outgrow where you are. If you are to leave, to get a better position, you must outgrow your current circumstance. But expansion must come first, and success will only come from your personal struggle.

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If you’re cut off from your emotions, but need to reach your goal while feeling like you’re in absolute darkness. Refer to the DCI Framework.

While the devil will try to trick you, and what to do if you’re stuck in a form of prison cell, even if its within you.

If the Devil can convince you that you can’t have what you want in the future, he will tempt you into giving up everything in the near present.

At the start of 2024, I experienced a trauma, and have been stuck within that bottle, unable to pop that cork. Going round in circles, unable to get to the other side to enjoy what life has to offer. – It’s taken my ability to feel anything, my ability to exercise, my ability to feel emotions, my inner impulse and guidance system, it’s taken my ability to have a clear mind, and it’s taken my ability to feel certain about the future. It’s taken my energy, and has made me doubt, given me confusion, and made me feel cut off from the world. 2 cm away from success and the devil puts you in hell. FFS… Right?

But, this isn’t my first rodeo. This isn’t my first trauma, and luckily I developed tools beforehand. So, I am in the habit of figuring things out, and being in tricky situations.

In a past life I’d have called myself an escape artist. Although, for this trick, I’m not certain how to escape tbh… I digress..

The devil tries to convince you, that your future is no longer attainable. You either give into it, or you give up, thinking that your dreams are no longer possible for you. This is illusion. You will rise again tomorrow morning, and you will, at some point, overcome this thing. It’s a matter of time and understanding.

I’ve created a framework for if you’re uncomfortable and dealing with automatic trauma/addiction/seeking for external ‘signs’ in order to confirm you’re on the right path.

You see, in my life, currently, I can’t feel, I have no sense of feeling or emotion, no impulse, no higher thinking, and my body seems to be my enemy. I have no form of ‘internal’ narrative, and no mental clarity to guide myself with.

But I know a few things.

  1. My gift requires input, which is fuel. And if, even if I don’t have access to what is happening within, I can sense that my body is creating energy and there is a little enthusiasm, as I go through the motions.
  2. I know that if I go towards the direction I’m striving for, my energy perks up.
  3. I know that if I look at certain things, just looking will deplete my energy.
  4. And I know what direction I need to be aiming for.
  5. And if I decide to go towards my risk, everything feels possible.

I currently have the obstacle of having zero guidance, zero reference, no impulse, no help, and I feel like I’m in the dark, alone, cut off. It’s scary, but… when we are in the dark, we must remind ourselves that, we are the light, and we are to guide others.

The Direction / Confirmation / Information framework.

I don’t have access to the infinite wisdom of my body, but I do have cues, and by observing, I can sense that I get uncomfortable and immediately start to search for ‘desirable’ things instead of being able to process the emotion, so I have to put all of this aside.

As soon as I start to get a bit ‘nervy’, I have to refer to this framework, to keep me on track.

Am I in need of direction? If this is the case, then I should refer to my plan.

If I am in need of confirmation, I’m seeking for something to tell me that I am ok, and I’m going in the right direction.

If I don’t know something, or how to solve it, instead of having access to that – like I normally do – , I need to refer to the tools that can help me with what it is that I don’t know.

And of course, a reminder, of why I am doing what I am doing.

The paradise, the state of care, feeling, taking care of mama, having my energy back again.

So, having an understanding of my obstacle, gives me a question of where I need to put my focus, and if I can do that, I can chose what is most important. (Bare in mind, that I seem to have had an absolute emotional reset, my EQ is stupid right now). So, having a rational map to help me navigate what it is that I’m feeling is helpful.

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Jumping into the Abyss

Risk is the boundary holding us within the current reality we exist in. It is the limitation between our entire world perspective, and living within the reality we are actually supposed to shift into.

When we reach that gate, that area where we’re supposed to ‘get over/into’ becomes an internal blockage, a moment in time where all our fears /struggles become apparent. A moment where nothing is clear, or where we’ve become numb. So we freeze.

The thing is, beyond that moment of numbness, is pretty much everything that you could want. Its a limitation one holds themselves back with, to prevent them from living fully.

Kind of like a box we put ourselves in, to keep us ‘safe’. But from what? From our fears.

But as soon as you take the leap, there is a moment, in which your frequency stops and ascends to the higher level of where you’re going.

Life becomes suddenly rather interesting, because you’re experiencing it from the vantage point of that higher frequency. No longer are you witnessing life from the point of the lower perspective. And so, you witness a whole bunch of people who are at that level.

But that requires you to let go of the old; of everything you used to be. So that you can fully incorporate the new reality, which better matches who you are.

Evil & Perspective.

I see a lot of people who hate those who have money, those who are successful, those who are doing well. And Boy o’ Boy to I see a lot of people projecting and blurting out all of their hatred about others.

I just saw a post of 6 women who went to space with Blue Origin. The amount of jealousy, backlash, frustration, anger, that people are venting is absolutely out of this world!

And so, it got me thinking.

You see, the higher you go within yourself, the more intense demons you must face. Each time you reach a new height, you realize that there’s another demon to slay. And then, you realize that the demons you’re undoing, are perspectives, fears, and identifications associated to emotions. If you’re unconscious, you project these things onto the people who ‘mirror’ these internal conflicts back to you. In other words, people who are living in the public spotlight, celebrities, stars, entrepreneurs …

Why does this happen?

Essentially, you look at those people who, are simply purely going about their days, and they have something that a lot of “internally dead” people don’t have. There’s a form of listening to the soul, a form of hearing God’s call outs, a higher nature to them.

The problem though, is that functioning at such a high frequency means that you attract at a high frequency also. This means that you’re going to attract people who fit that internal dynamic you’re giving off.

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Recognition

The recognition you seek from others, is to recognize yourself.

Pause. Read that again. And again. And again.

The Recognition that you seek from others, is a projection. You demand other people to applaud you, and promote you, and be amazed by you. BECAUSE YOU AREN’T.

You want recognition, because you don’t recognize yourself.

And you don’t recognize yourself, because you don’t recognize the core feeling of what it means to be centered, and at home with yourself.

All you do is execute, all you do is aim for success and money.

You’ll get recognition, when you recognize yourself, recognize that inner feeling of what it means to be ‘at home in yourself’.

Recognition is a feeling of consistency, of being at home at the core, unshakable, unmovablely YOU.

Re-Cognition. It happens when you re-mind yourself, of who you are. When you align your subconscious self concept, and your heart begins to feel like your higher self. When you align who you are proportional to how you feel, and both are going in the same direction, you grow successfully. Otherwise you’re just fighting yourself.

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Short advice to the brave man in the winds of winter

Don’t waste your time making money. Don’t waste your time on things that don’t matter. 

Waste your time, with those you love, for their life is fleeting and when it runs out, they’re gone. 

Try to enjoy yourself as much as you can, while you’re free to do so.
Freedom is of the mind, and even the small freedoms you do have are worth a lot. 

You just can’t see it.

Don’t waste your time with societal blaaa, people will always follow trends to seem important, to fit in, to be seen as great. All of these things are trivial. 

True wealth is time spent, appreciating your loved ones, even the ones you hate. 

But be careful to follow so readily those who tell you to cut off from your family.

The biggest narcissists write books about the topic then stand in the limelight with their face on the cover. 

The joy you’ll get from waking up with a light heart is worth a million times
more than the accolades you’ll get from doing things for riches. 

No one talks about the sacrifices it takes to ‘be successful’ in the societal sense of the term.

No one talks about the loss incurred and the time wasted, to build a business.
And while it is all rather important from a material stance. No one gets to heaven in a Lambo. 

In the end, even those you thought were friends will move on and you will find yourself faced with yourself, 

if you have the courage to look yourself in the eye and deal with your depth; 

That’s all you’ll ever need. 

But of course you will need more, you’ll need to love other people more than you love yourself; you’ll need to sacrifice yourself in order to take care and protect those you love. 

If you can brainwash yourself into success and riches, start by brainwashing yourself into loving yourself. 

Allow yourself to drink a nice steaming hot cup of cocoa from time to time, you’re not a machine. Hustle culture is the downfall of our modern society and proof of insecurity.

Success is gained through your vibration and that’s gained by the people around you. While you may be smart and have many skills. It’s only when those skills are faced with the right people that they make sense.

Try not to screw up too bad, be gentle if you can. 

How about Go slow, don’t break things. 

Take your time. 

-Cherokee

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Broken

You don’t want success. What you want is recognition.

But I’m not certain you’ll like what you find when you get it.

I’m not sure you’ll like the price you’ll have to pay.

I’m not sure you’ll want what you want.

What you really want, is what you already have.

Except you can’t accept it, or see its value, because you think the value is elsewhere.

Just as you think the value is in some future state or looking another way.

The value is in your eye, the value is in what you think you will obtain. But when you get there, you’ll want to close your eyes. You’ll have made the mistake of trading it all against something.

The truth is, it was all perfect, you just couldn’t see it from where you were standing.

You don’t want success. You want self love.

You don’t want money, you want energy, creativity, and inner freedom.

You don’t want someone to whisk you away, you want to love where you are.

You’ll never find what you’re looking for in matter.

You’ll never truly be content, if the blueprint of your heart doesn’t match in reality.

And if you so chose to accept the leap, you’ll forget in that moment all you’re leaving behind. And when you come back, all that you loved will be gone, and you will be alone, with your mistakes.

I’m normally one to give the beautiful optimism and silver linings, but sometimes, you fuck up, and there’s nothing you can do about it. For some reason, you could not foresee. But it alters your life forever.

Your paradise, the place you felt good, is now elsewhere. The place you felt at ease, it all looks exactly the same, but no where can you find Home. Home is gone, and its just you and yourself, interacting with those you love – from a distance.

Then, I calm my mind, and listen to my heart. Electrified. Not the harmonious and peaceful place I’ve always called home.

Breathe… Accept the emotion… Breathe…

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Women can’t write

…and neither can men.

Taken to its absolute extreme, no one knows how to write. They spend their time simply regurgitating other peoples ideas. At the very least most people have a few original ideas, it still doesn’t mean they can write.

Is this true? As we enter a world of increasingly AI written work, the original thinker who comes up with novel and worthy ideas will become more and more important. Personal authenticity and character will shine through peoples work. And the astute and disciplined wordsmith will be asked for.

Often, I find a great book, hope to read it, and then when the time comes to dig in, to my dismay, I find its been written by some bot using ai.

I often say that chatGPT is like NZT, the smarter you are the better the results.

Here’s the thing, people focus on automation, and leave it at that. They think that its smart to leave work up to a machine to get money and go off. And in a way it is. But WORK, is not what makes you money. Work is what evolves your soul and turns it on. Work shouldn’t be related to money. I think service should be related to money. But Work, should be related to the advancement of our soul and personal state, so that we can share this with other people.

And so long as we have the disdain for work, because we relate it to things we dislike doing, we will want to outsource it to machines or some person trying to get by and put 3 beans on the table on the other side of the world.

Mainly we’ve been taught that working is bad, or our experience of Work has been bad. As a result of growing up in a brain-dead world with people who don’t think, but simply repeated what had been enforced upon them by angry nuns with rulers whacking peoples fingers until they learned the importance of writing properly.

No wonder our poor parents were so deluded. They grew up in a society full of authoritarian morons. Thankfully, as time goes by, these biased ways are watered down.

(-Funny, right now I can see my disdain for authority proportional to my inner trauma to my higher power, so I can see my writing is aiming or projecting and finding ways to express its discontent towards people in positions of authority who did wrong. The truth is, I have a trauma and am discontent with my inner authority and it mirrors in the way I think and express myself in examples… hmm… food for thought. –)

I believe that, we’re living in a world where many wrong people have had a lot of power. Because money tends to navigate towards positions of extremity, in good or bad, never neutral (due to its lack of momentum), so people, and society at large tends to become absolutely out of whack in relation to the power dynamics of energy. (More energy attracts more momentum, a larger magnet attracts more metal…)

The dumber you are, the more you’ll attract, its absolutely wild -because there are more dumb people than there are smart ones… Think of it in terms of metal and magnet.

If like attracts like, then the lighter pieces of metal will be attracted to someone with higher levels of energy but lower levels of intellect. The high thinkers will be attracted to someone who has allocated a lot of energy to high frequency thinking. So, if we look at the grand scale of the world, we’ll observe by default the larger number of people flocking towards the dumbest possible entities – ‘catch me outside‘, ‘Cardi B’, etc. When scum is valued, the higher number will support it simply proportional to the frequency it emits.

Which is why we live in a depraved society where women are valued on Onlyfans and sex is rampant everywhere. And thinkers are fewer and get less money.

You simply don’t get news articles, spewing hype to the masses about how the lone writter is making millions because he’s writing something valuable in english…

And the value of our ability to think and write, depends on our ability to control how we feel, where we focus our attention, how we live our lives. If controlling ourselves is difficult because the energetic momentum of an entire lifetime makes the sheer scaling of our mountain impossible or super hard, guess whats going to happen? People are going to use the law of attraction and slide all the way down into the ‘masses’ where everyone else is living. But only dead fish go with the flow of what is being dictated by their emotions.

My entire life I’ve rebuted this. I followed my emotions, I followed what felt right. And fair enough, it was nice, but also a bit of a rollercoaster if I didn’t know. Though, the sheer internal shift I’ve experienced as of late, is that I’ve augmented the logical side within me, so its no longer a question of letting life happen and going with the flow, but being clear about the intent with which we aspire to achieve things.

If we didn’t develop our ability to think in the last years, right now is not the time to learn, or at the least it will be a struggle. Because the emotional tendencies seem to have shifted. I don’t say this for myself – even if that is true on a personal level – once we become conscious of something internally, it’s rather difficult to not see it externally… So, this grants me the ability to see parallels in the world around.

The passion we experience for what is true, what is right, what is correct, is what we should aspire to. Despite all indication of how we feel personally. – I absolutely hate what I just wrote, because it applies to me to. It indicates to me that I have to go through an asbolute hell. And if I don’t apply this to myself, I’ll see myself as a hypocrit –

This same notion of truth is also a standard I hold for myself. If I am to respect myself as a writer, to simply spew ai generated rubble into the world around me would be the equivalent of saving up all my used plastic bottles and then walking to the ocean and just dumping it with no care at all for anything. The fish be damned.

I don’t agree with that. The automated life, or the easy life is … once again up for grabs, and everything about me rebutes it. My body, of course wants to have the ease of wrong habits. My mind and consciousness though, would rather go through absolute hell if it means reaching being in the heavenly free state once more.