Crawl through the Fog.
Don’t focus on the end result. Focus on doing the best you can here and remaining block solidly loyal to the end result in relation to what you’re trying to achieve. But, don’t focus on the end result, focus on the process.
This is the Fog issue. When you’re driving in fog, you can only focus where you can see the road. Focus on the road. You know that when you arrive, you will arrive home or wherever you’re going. But for now, you don’t get the luxury of looking at your home. You do however, have the luxury of seeing the road. And the road is what will get you there.
- Right now, if you’re seeing this, it means that you don’t have the luxury to sit around and hope for a better future.
- You must execute. You must do. Step by step.
- This step by step process is your journey to where you’re going.
- Your points of refueling must add up to create the output for the actions on your journey.
- Your actions, must be made with Hope that you will attain that point of Home.
But, you don’t have the leisure of sitting around or solving your problem, you don’t have the luxury of waiting for your injury to heal. It’s game time now, and you need to limp to the finish-line.
When the master is ready, the pupil will appear.
I’ve been going though a significant amount of trauma since 2024, but I just understood something, I can only attract the people I need once I’ve overcome my trauma.
The reason being that, if you break an egg from the outside, you remove the life, and the life within your trauma bubble is essentially in formation as you evolve through your trial and error to cope with it.
You cannot lead from a place of being in the shell, because people cannot see if you are in teacher mode, or if you are in need of a mentor.
The truth is, its up to you. But, knowing myself, the truth is that I need to become the mentor. And its only by reaching the point where one can get out of one’s shell that one can become the teacher for others. Before then, nothing will work, the energy will be off and no matter how many ads, vsls etc that you make, you won’t be able to make any money or attract any clients. Its all energetic.
However, you need to remain consistent. You need to become extremely clear about creating momentum proportional to one single thing and if you don’t you risk going round in circles. Not understanding why people aren’t interested in what you’re saying, not liking, etc.
You can’t shine, from under a cloud. And that is why you can only attract the client from the position of being a master. And you can only be the master, if you master the turmoil keeping you in your bubble. You can escape, but you’ll have to then take that same bubble elsewhere. So you need to build your internal infrastructure to help other people, and that can only come from a place of having built one to get out of your personal bubble/egg.
The reason we don’t break the egg and let the chick break the shell first, is because its about strength and struggle. If you break the shell first, you remove the struggle, and if you remove the struggle, you remove the process that gives strength, and resilience. If you have no strength, you cannot break the bubble from within. You have to keep on struggling until you can break your personal struggle from within.
Life will give you everything that you need in order to succeed, where ever you are. You don’t have to go to the other side of the world in order to succeed. You just have to create momentum to get to the point of success. IF, and only IF, you’re committed to succeeding.
You may be able to succeed from the outside, if you’re making a boiled egg, but if you’re wanting to succeed and let life, you must let life expand first. And if it expands, then and only then can you come out the other-side and claim to be the success that you are.
We often think in terms of who will guide us. But, sometimes we have to overcome things that are so significant, that we have no choice but to come out the other side and teach others.
And when we do, we have the right to go anywhere in the world.
The troubling thing about this article is that, its also true from the outside in. If you want to succeed you can take action and force the interior to become like you want to become by being around the right people.
You don’t have to run or panic, or struggle externally, but you do need to remain consistent, internally or externally, and then, you will be a success.
All paths lead to Rome, and all paths lead to God, the only choice is essentially, knowing what kind of path you’d like to take, to get there. What is your path?
Your choice is the path. And your level of success is the amount of consistency you have in the believe around the obtention of what you’re aiming for. Because you are essentially stacking, and compounding the intention and action to succeed. If you stack that intention overtime you become successful, because you are successful in intention over and over until you become that.
So its important to define the emotion, the state you want to replicate from your internal state of ‘abyss’ even if it seems scary, even if it seems lonely, even if you feel broken. You will prevail, its a matter of time though. You see, you need to discover the rules of the game first, and if you can discover the rules of the game, you can figure out the parameters of how you can win, and win you must.
You need to Win the game, and when you do so, you will have recognition and acclaim.
But, only because you have walked the impossible path, because you have trail blazed your way to overcome your personal trauma and rise to lead others through theirs.
Don’t escape.
Grow. Expand, learn, understand. Learn to see within the mundane, if you cannot have the superbly superficial. Learn to succeed where you are. As Walter Wattles said back in the day, you must outgrow where you are. If you are to leave, to get a better position, you must outgrow your current circumstance. But expansion must come first, and success will only come from your personal struggle.
If you’re cut off from your emotions, but need to reach your goal while feeling like you’re in absolute darkness. Refer to the DCI Framework.
While the devil will try to trick you, and what to do if you’re stuck in a form of prison cell, even if its within you.
If the Devil can convince you that you can’t have what you want in the future, he will tempt you into giving up everything in the near present.
At the start of 2024, I experienced a trauma, and have been stuck within that bottle, unable to pop that cork. Going round in circles, unable to get to the other side to enjoy what life has to offer. – It’s taken my ability to feel anything, my ability to exercise, my ability to feel emotions, my inner impulse and guidance system, it’s taken my ability to have a clear mind, and it’s taken my ability to feel certain about the future. It’s taken my energy, and has made me doubt, given me confusion, and made me feel cut off from the world. 2 cm away from success and the devil puts you in hell. FFS… Right?
But, this isn’t my first rodeo. This isn’t my first trauma, and luckily I developed tools beforehand. So, I am in the habit of figuring things out, and being in tricky situations.
In a past life I’d have called myself an escape artist. Although, for this trick, I’m not certain how to escape tbh… I digress..
The devil tries to convince you, that your future is no longer attainable. You either give into it, or you give up, thinking that your dreams are no longer possible for you. This is illusion. You will rise again tomorrow morning, and you will, at some point, overcome this thing. It’s a matter of time and understanding.
I’ve created a framework for if you’re uncomfortable and dealing with automatic trauma/addiction/seeking for external ‘signs’ in order to confirm you’re on the right path.
You see, in my life, currently, I can’t feel, I have no sense of feeling or emotion, no impulse, no higher thinking, and my body seems to be my enemy. I have no form of ‘internal’ narrative, and no mental clarity to guide myself with.
But I know a few things.
- My gift requires input, which is fuel. And if, even if I don’t have access to what is happening within, I can sense that my body is creating energy and there is a little enthusiasm, as I go through the motions.
- I know that if I go towards the direction I’m striving for, my energy perks up.
- I know that if I look at certain things, just looking will deplete my energy.
- And I know what direction I need to be aiming for.
- And if I decide to go towards my risk, everything feels possible.
I currently have the obstacle of having zero guidance, zero reference, no impulse, no help, and I feel like I’m in the dark, alone, cut off. It’s scary, but… when we are in the dark, we must remind ourselves that, we are the light, and we are to guide others.
The Direction / Confirmation / Information framework.
I don’t have access to the infinite wisdom of my body, but I do have cues, and by observing, I can sense that I get uncomfortable and immediately start to search for ‘desirable’ things instead of being able to process the emotion, so I have to put all of this aside.
As soon as I start to get a bit ‘nervy’, I have to refer to this framework, to keep me on track.
Am I in need of direction? If this is the case, then I should refer to my plan.
If I am in need of confirmation, I’m seeking for something to tell me that I am ok, and I’m going in the right direction.
If I don’t know something, or how to solve it, instead of having access to that – like I normally do – , I need to refer to the tools that can help me with what it is that I don’t know.
And of course, a reminder, of why I am doing what I am doing.
The paradise, the state of care, feeling, taking care of mama, having my energy back again.
So, having an understanding of my obstacle, gives me a question of where I need to put my focus, and if I can do that, I can chose what is most important. (Bare in mind, that I seem to have had an absolute emotional reset, my EQ is stupid right now). So, having a rational map to help me navigate what it is that I’m feeling is helpful.
Figure your stuff out, the world needs you…
Hey there. I just wanted to tune in to tell you. The society you’ve built is an absolute piece of shit and its boring. Everyone’s a specialist, everyone is serious. Men are dull buffoons, and women think they need to be dolls – because they have no imagination left in them after all the brainwashing of going through academia to prove they’re ‘good little lambs’ to their parents and teachers.
There’s this notion that we can only succeed in life if, and if we decide to give up sex become monks, develop the discipline of Bruce Lee, and never speak to women.
How about we stopped this retarded grind?
In the last 10 years, I’ve produced art, I’ve produced 4 books, I’ve written a tremendous amount of articles, a newsletter, learned full stack development, I built 2 brands, then a consulting business from scratch.
There’s this notion that if you transmute your sexual urge, you’ll never been creative. Here’s the thing, some of my best work was done when I was off my nut in lala land after having something like 5 orgasms…
The thing is, we’re living in a world where sex has become sin, having money has become law, women have become the enemy, men have decided to become jacked stoics and the next generation don’t date anymore. Like, you guys aren’t doing it right..
How about we embrace a world full of inclusion and diversity, and I don’t mean the multicoloured clown flag because even its members don’t aspire to it… No, I mean, how about we all embrace a bit of empathy and comprehension, that our next door neighbour could actually be struggling. How about, perhaps the person who doesn’t talk is scared shitless about the entire internet deplatforming him for ‘saying the wrong thing at the wrong time’.
I don’t aspire to the world we live in, in fact, I aspire more to the people who live in the margins than the people living at the center of the media… I mean you guys made Hawk Tuah famous, think about that for a second..
There’s this need that we have to be bloody perfect, how about relax the fuck up and start living your lives outside of Zuckerbergs virtual prison.
We can’t swear anymore in comments, we can’t say anything that could potentially offend people, as a society we’ve become soft… No one can take a comment anymore. We used to slap each other and call each others homo’s and niggers just for fun back in the day. Your best friend was your bitch sometimes… And we’d banter each other till the cows would come home.
Now… Everyone’s afraid of saying anything teenytinyweenywhiny out of place. Next step, say the wrong thing and Meta will have you escorted into an Amazon van and taken to the back of his Ai lab for Lama GPT to prod your brain with Elons Neuralink like a fucking monkey, then tossed into a bloody pod for societies ‘safety’…
Perhaps, it’s time we came back to being human, instead of trying to be some form of bloody cyborgs doing pushups like buffons in Bali eating nothing but coconut scum and rain water from the night before.
I’m starting to suspect that, all of you like being coerced and told how you should conduct yourselves. It’s like you need some authority to guide you because you can’t think for yourselves.
Wouldn’t the world be better if you could figure out how to be absolutely financially sustainable and could do and say what you wanted? Nothing we used to say mattered. In fact, most of the people we called homo’s became great fathers later on. Except the odd one who decided to move to that part of town…
Anyways, I just wanted to pop up and tell you all that you’re like sheep jumping through hoops doing what you’re told and abiding by ‘conditions’ that work for some but not for all. Figure your shit out, the world needs you…
Short advice to the brave man in the winds of winter
Don’t waste your time making money. Don’t waste your time on things that don’t matter.
Waste your time, with those you love, for their life is fleeting and when it runs out, they’re gone.
Try to enjoy yourself as much as you can, while you’re free to do so.
Freedom is of the mind, and even the small freedoms you do have are worth a lot.
You just can’t see it.
Don’t waste your time with societal blaaa, people will always follow trends to seem important, to fit in, to be seen as great. All of these things are trivial.
True wealth is time spent, appreciating your loved ones, even the ones you hate.
But be careful to follow so readily those who tell you to cut off from your family.
The biggest narcissists write books about the topic then stand in the limelight with their face on the cover.
The joy you’ll get from waking up with a light heart is worth a million times
more than the accolades you’ll get from doing things for riches.
No one talks about the sacrifices it takes to ‘be successful’ in the societal sense of the term.
No one talks about the loss incurred and the time wasted, to build a business.
And while it is all rather important from a material stance. No one gets to heaven in a Lambo.
In the end, even those you thought were friends will move on and you will find yourself faced with yourself,
if you have the courage to look yourself in the eye and deal with your depth;
That’s all you’ll ever need.
But of course you will need more, you’ll need to love other people more than you love yourself; you’ll need to sacrifice yourself in order to take care and protect those you love.
If you can brainwash yourself into success and riches, start by brainwashing yourself into loving yourself.
Allow yourself to drink a nice steaming hot cup of cocoa from time to time, you’re not a machine. Hustle culture is the downfall of our modern society and proof of insecurity.
Success is gained through your vibration and that’s gained by the people around you. While you may be smart and have many skills. It’s only when those skills are faced with the right people that they make sense.
Try not to screw up too bad, be gentle if you can.
How about Go slow, don’t break things.
Take your time.
-Cherokee
Broken
You don’t want success. What you want is recognition.
But I’m not certain you’ll like what you find when you get it.
I’m not sure you’ll like the price you’ll have to pay.
I’m not sure you’ll want what you want.
What you really want, is what you already have.
Except you can’t accept it, or see its value, because you think the value is elsewhere.
Just as you think the value is in some future state or looking another way.
The value is in your eye, the value is in what you think you will obtain. But when you get there, you’ll want to close your eyes. You’ll have made the mistake of trading it all against something.
The truth is, it was all perfect, you just couldn’t see it from where you were standing.
You don’t want success. You want self love.
You don’t want money, you want energy, creativity, and inner freedom.
You don’t want someone to whisk you away, you want to love where you are.
You’ll never find what you’re looking for in matter.
You’ll never truly be content, if the blueprint of your heart doesn’t match in reality.
And if you so chose to accept the leap, you’ll forget in that moment all you’re leaving behind. And when you come back, all that you loved will be gone, and you will be alone, with your mistakes.
I’m normally one to give the beautiful optimism and silver linings, but sometimes, you fuck up, and there’s nothing you can do about it. For some reason, you could not foresee. But it alters your life forever.
Your paradise, the place you felt good, is now elsewhere. The place you felt at ease, it all looks exactly the same, but no where can you find Home. Home is gone, and its just you and yourself, interacting with those you love – from a distance.
Then, I calm my mind, and listen to my heart. Electrified. Not the harmonious and peaceful place I’ve always called home.
Breathe… Accept the emotion… Breathe…
Random response to posts that I did’t post (1)
Well, we see in the world what we see in the world. If women are boring, you must be boring on an emotional level… Because, we all have masculine and feminine sides to us. So, if you’re seeing boring women at 90%, then the only women you think are interesting are the 10% who have ‘anything in common’ to you. Which means you’re functioning in the world from a place of self-centeredness. Because if we’re only interested in people who fit a specific criteria, then we must be pretty boring as a result of not being able to find interest in the ‘unknown area’ we’re unable to pull into the conversation.
Being a ‘boring jack’ from ‘all work and no play’ makes people monotone and uninterested, because they are uninteresting.
If however, you find that all women are interesting, when you reach the place on the map [name whatever thing you define as success], then, you’re probably rather interesting on an emotional level (your inner feminine).
Point of view from 19/10/24 – ‘Felt ok proportional to my current mindset, might edit later… if my mindset evolves’
Women can’t write
…and neither can men.
Taken to its absolute extreme, no one knows how to write. They spend their time simply regurgitating other peoples ideas. At the very least most people have a few original ideas, it still doesn’t mean they can write.
Is this true? As we enter a world of increasingly AI written work, the original thinker who comes up with novel and worthy ideas will become more and more important. Personal authenticity and character will shine through peoples work. And the astute and disciplined wordsmith will be asked for.
Often, I find a great book, hope to read it, and then when the time comes to dig in, to my dismay, I find its been written by some bot using ai.
I often say that chatGPT is like NZT, the smarter you are the better the results.
Here’s the thing, people focus on automation, and leave it at that. They think that its smart to leave work up to a machine to get money and go off. And in a way it is. But WORK, is not what makes you money. Work is what evolves your soul and turns it on. Work shouldn’t be related to money. I think service should be related to money. But Work, should be related to the advancement of our soul and personal state, so that we can share this with other people.
And so long as we have the disdain for work, because we relate it to things we dislike doing, we will want to outsource it to machines or some person trying to get by and put 3 beans on the table on the other side of the world.
Mainly we’ve been taught that working is bad, or our experience of Work has been bad. As a result of growing up in a brain-dead world with people who don’t think, but simply repeated what had been enforced upon them by angry nuns with rulers whacking peoples fingers until they learned the importance of writing properly.
No wonder our poor parents were so deluded. They grew up in a society full of authoritarian morons. Thankfully, as time goes by, these biased ways are watered down.
(-Funny, right now I can see my disdain for authority proportional to my inner trauma to my higher power, so I can see my writing is aiming or projecting and finding ways to express its discontent towards people in positions of authority who did wrong. The truth is, I have a trauma and am discontent with my inner authority and it mirrors in the way I think and express myself in examples… hmm… food for thought. –)
I believe that, we’re living in a world where many wrong people have had a lot of power. Because money tends to navigate towards positions of extremity, in good or bad, never neutral (due to its lack of momentum), so people, and society at large tends to become absolutely out of whack in relation to the power dynamics of energy. (More energy attracts more momentum, a larger magnet attracts more metal…)
The dumber you are, the more you’ll attract, its absolutely wild -because there are more dumb people than there are smart ones… Think of it in terms of metal and magnet.
If like attracts like, then the lighter pieces of metal will be attracted to someone with higher levels of energy but lower levels of intellect. The high thinkers will be attracted to someone who has allocated a lot of energy to high frequency thinking. So, if we look at the grand scale of the world, we’ll observe by default the larger number of people flocking towards the dumbest possible entities – ‘catch me outside‘, ‘Cardi B’, etc. When scum is valued, the higher number will support it simply proportional to the frequency it emits.
Which is why we live in a depraved society where women are valued on Onlyfans and sex is rampant everywhere. And thinkers are fewer and get less money.
You simply don’t get news articles, spewing hype to the masses about how the lone writter is making millions because he’s writing something valuable in english…
And the value of our ability to think and write, depends on our ability to control how we feel, where we focus our attention, how we live our lives. If controlling ourselves is difficult because the energetic momentum of an entire lifetime makes the sheer scaling of our mountain impossible or super hard, guess whats going to happen? People are going to use the law of attraction and slide all the way down into the ‘masses’ where everyone else is living. But only dead fish go with the flow of what is being dictated by their emotions.
My entire life I’ve rebuted this. I followed my emotions, I followed what felt right. And fair enough, it was nice, but also a bit of a rollercoaster if I didn’t know. Though, the sheer internal shift I’ve experienced as of late, is that I’ve augmented the logical side within me, so its no longer a question of letting life happen and going with the flow, but being clear about the intent with which we aspire to achieve things.
If we didn’t develop our ability to think in the last years, right now is not the time to learn, or at the least it will be a struggle. Because the emotional tendencies seem to have shifted. I don’t say this for myself – even if that is true on a personal level – once we become conscious of something internally, it’s rather difficult to not see it externally… So, this grants me the ability to see parallels in the world around.
The passion we experience for what is true, what is right, what is correct, is what we should aspire to. Despite all indication of how we feel personally. – I absolutely hate what I just wrote, because it applies to me to. It indicates to me that I have to go through an asbolute hell. And if I don’t apply this to myself, I’ll see myself as a hypocrit –
This same notion of truth is also a standard I hold for myself. If I am to respect myself as a writer, to simply spew ai generated rubble into the world around me would be the equivalent of saving up all my used plastic bottles and then walking to the ocean and just dumping it with no care at all for anything. The fish be damned.
I don’t agree with that. The automated life, or the easy life is … once again up for grabs, and everything about me rebutes it. My body, of course wants to have the ease of wrong habits. My mind and consciousness though, would rather go through absolute hell if it means reaching being in the heavenly free state once more.
Are you fear based or love based?
Here’s the thing. When you decide to go into life, it doesn’t matter what you do, so long as you do it from a place of fulfilment and process. I’ve been harking on this for years.. In 2022, I wrote a series of newsletters and articles that I didn’t publish, but had multiple realisations, only to then get reminded of the extent of what I had written and the importance of sharing it. So here goes.
When you go into life, and decide to go forward towards something, we have essentially two choices. The first, is to reject our present moment, and so we reject the gift within it. The possibility to take action from a place of fulfilment.. I know, I’ve said this multiple times, even in my book… And on the other side… taking action from a place of fulfilment and gift. When we act from a place of fulfilment and gift, what happens is, it fills us up, it enlightens us, it fills our energetic circuits, and shifts us from a place of fear and lack to a place of abundance and possibility. By making this micro shift, we start to fill up our energetic reserves and we start to feel optimistic. This is due to the activity. I’ll explain.
When we strive for a future from a place of lack, we actually project to a future from a place of lack. Our process drains us, so we can only see a future where we’ll be drained somehow. The future cannot be bright. On the otherside, if our process fills us up, we can’t help but be optimistic about the future we’re going towards, because the more we go towards a future from this point of process ( it fills us up ) the better and brighter it will seem to us.
Essentially, we project the state we have from our daily process. If our present state, and ability to accept how we feel and the effects of the process on us, are positive, aligned with our gift, we align with a dream type future which we translate as ‘purpose’.
If our present state – right here and right now – is negative, because we’re not grateful for what we have, we reject our natural gifts, and our process depletes us.. in other words we decide to go to work to get money so that we can be valued or buy things or go places that will value us so that we can be loved… well the inevitable outcome will be that of a hellish future we want to get away from. And the outcome of that will be procrastination, as a result of you not wanting to go forward to that future. You’ll literally undermine your efforts at every turn, no matter how disciplined you are. And even if you don’t undermine yourself and manage to create output… the universe around you, events will happen, which will knock you back into alignment with the track you’re supposed to be on.
Solution to your dream life? Start by feeling well, where you are, by doing things you love, where you are. If you enjoy where you are, life becomes fluid and easy. If you hate where you are, its because you hate how you feel, which is a result of “DOING” what you hate. If you love how you feel, it’s a result of DOING what you love. DUH..
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