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Personal power

We all go through hard challenges. There’s no revelation there. And it times of hardship, it does become rather hard to know how to depend on self. Especially when our personal sense of self, or our personal drive or sense of direction gets blown out.

It’s rather hard to simply figure out one’s way, when one’s way of sensing one’s way has been;.. removed.

Imagine, you’ve always done things a certain way, then one morning you get into a car accident, and you awake to realise that the way you do things no longer applies to you. You have to adapt, you have to understand… what your standards of procedure will be for your daily operating. How you get into ‘the zone‘.

If you cannot shine, what happens next is that there’s no point aiming for anything because… well, there’s no point of arrival and confirmation. There is no joy in the future to aspire to. Which means that, the above accident had taken away your ability to feel joyful in the future…

Well, in these moments, it’s rather easy to wake up in the morning and start wondering if there is a God. Because, you’re powerless in regard to your condition, right?

So, you pray, and you think, and you even whine a little to this all omnipotent entity, and you await an answer. Sometimes your miracles get taken care of, sometimes its just you frustrated and cursing at the walls for what life has done to you.

In these moments of weakness, it feels rather … easy… to suddenly hope for some powerful God who’ll fix you and make everything better. Here’s the kicker, you already had a Dad, and he could do what he could do. But now, you’re on your own, no one’s coming to save you. It’s between you and yourself.

And while I don’t deny that there are spiritual entities helping you to heal and so on. If you don’t do the work, do the hard things, nothing gets done. Your winnings don’t just leap into your lap. You have to build your bucket for the day it rains, otherwise you don’t catch any water…

Right now, it’s raining, but right now I’m dealing with my own version of this current crisis of meaning and direction. Finding it difficult to project, because my current personal equation makes it difficult to project with. If you lose an arm or a leg, your future will either include no leg, or it will include a prosthetic limb. If you’re projecting into a form of reality, your future will be based upon your current equation of physical, mental and emotional status.

So, when you’re going through something difficult, it’s sometimes rather difficult to project into the future, to see the brighter day, from a stand point that… yes something happened to you, and that thing can resolve itsself, but until that resolution happens, your vision of the future will be warped by your present equation.

Now, I find that, relying too heavily on an all powerful God, to make it all better and fix my current situation… sometimes disempowering, because it means I’m looking externally for God to fix my situation, when I should be looking internally for my own inner state of God. Because when we align with our inner Godlike power in the attempt of something, what happens is God or the universe usually joins you and supports you to get you to where you’re going.

But when you’re feeling pathetic and low and ailing and waiting for something to happen, God will probably do the same. It seems…

I hope I’m not jaded in this perspective, and I do reserve an open door for new perspectives. But I do however tend to see that the moments when I take leaps, those are the moments when things tend to … get better. I can sit in my chair and so on, but until I go out and do things, nothing happens, no one can happen, and no external influences can happen.

I suppose that, if we really think about it, God is everyone and everything at the same time, so if you meet the right person who sais the right thing which shifts you internally … that’s because you put yourself in the right place.

So, perhaps disconnection has its place, for healing, for reassessing, for preparing… but the disconnect prevents you from the giving of the gift of what you’ve done in your isolation to others… And that is the purpose of your gift.

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Jump and fly, God will catch you

People who tell you to Grind are mislead bastards who will drag you down to their personal inferno, because they don’t know any different. – I have absolutely no shame in saying this.. It’s true.

A man really becomes a man, when his father passes away. Because that is when his glass ceiling to responsibility becomes ultimate under God.

Succeeding is easy, all you have to do is follow steps and iterate until you find the right fit.

Failing is hard, because, it forces you to adapt, to grow, to expand, to suffer, to become…

My father allowed me to fail, repeatedly, in fact he encouraged it, so much so that I spent my 20’s committed to making mistakes and failing as much as I could.

It’s only after the sacrifices of my father than I can be the man I am. It’s only because he permitted me to fail, that I am able to lead. It’s only because he sacrificed everything, that I’m able to be who I am today. I’m only able to be the man I am, because he permitted me, and gave me the space I needed, to test, to fail, to struggle, instead of succeed.

No one talks about the price of success though. No one talks about THE DAMN Price about success though. Because, in order to become you must SACRIFICE. In order to succeed, a part of you must die. In order for you to step into your role as a man, your inner child must be sacrificed, and that part of yourself must be Yanked, and killed within the very center of you.

The mongrels and bastards, and idiotic buffoons who – with stupid pretens – tell you to grind, and force and make money now; before the right time arrives, are half wits, inbreeds, and they will lead you to waste the precious time you have with those most precious while you have those moments in front of you.

The world will always have money, there will always be a form of exchange, there will always be another chance to evolve and change your course.

What cannot be replaced though, you only get one chance. You don’t get another try when their gone. You do however get multiple chances to succeed in business. In fact, you get as many chances as you have breaths and energy…

Always choose what cannot be purchased, over what can be purchased. Your path is not to buy, your path is to be, and if your being brings you to buy, then your path will make that infinitely clear to you. Your path though, is to follow what is right, what is true and what is useful. If your path leads to suffering, then your path will lead you to teaching and healing others. If your path leads you to success too early, you will miss out on the infinite potential for growth that God intended for you.

Here’s something no one will ever tell you. If the door is not open for you, it will be hard to open. Therefore there’s no reason for you to force your way to riches when the time isn’t right. And your singular situation will make that abundantly clear to you, and only you. On the other side, if the time is right, then making that damn leap will seem easy, because it will be the extent of the culmination of everything that you had done before, or the shift in direction will make sense in proportion to the internal development that you have had to go through.

Although, the choice is yours, ultimately, you can decide to pierce through the veil from safety and expose yourself to the world in order to serve them with everything that you are, or you can wait, and catch the next bus, when your energy is fully ready for you to suffer the brunt and weight of the entire world battering against you as you aspire to ascend to your mission. Either way, you will be right, either way you will be wrong. Although, you will have to let go of the way you have been doing things, in order to adapt to a whole new paradigm of life. You will have to let go of what is familiar to you, and accept a new way of functioning.
Your status quo will never be the same once you accept to ascend, once you break the shell, you can’t get back in the egg. You’re out in the light, and that’s that.

Here’s a secret no one will tell you for less than the price of a high ticket seminar… You don’t need to make money right now, you need to fill yourself up to the brim so that the value you bring to the world is 10x, 1000x what it currently is. Sacrificing your now, so you can serve people from a more aligned and truthful place, will serve people more than spitting BS on social media because you think you need to grind to get peoples attention. Forcing yourself to put shit out in the market means you’re making noise and forcing that in everyone’s face when you yourself aren’t even aligned with your higher purpose as a human under God.

The only people who tell you that you ‘need’ to make money right now, are people who are selling something to you that you could ultimately solve yourself somewhere along the line with the help of God. Except they’d rather jump in on the process and give you a short cut so you can solve the problem, now. But the only thing holding you back from ‘accepting your now’ is the emotion and feeling or the pain you’re currently experiencing and if you don’t have the courage to go through that pain on your own, you will have to pay someone who has had the courage to do so.

There is no pressure to make money in life. Society is created in order to support the weakest from falling too low, and supports those who want to make money as infinitely as they want. But ultimately its a choice and must be made upon one’s ability to admit to one’s self what they truly want deep down.

If someone is truly willing, and wants to serve other people and provide service to help them find their way, then… there exist an infinite number of ways to make money, and to ascend to success. And that is where you’ll find people to help you, and God will light the way.

But Grinding, and forcing yourself, no.

I help men to overcome porn addiction, trauma, turn their life around and then I help them create financial freedom…

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Finding your purpose

I’m a hard worker, and in addition to that, I know I’m smart. But no amount of power or speed will get me to where I’m going if I have no clue where I need to go, and this bugs me.

Because, no matter how much I search, no matter what I strive for, the ‘AHA!’ moment of finding my purpose never arises. No matter how much I strive for it, no matter what I do, I never seem to get the ‘OMG, this is the only thing I want to do for the rest of my life’ type of understanding. In fact, the only time I had that was when I was delusional and addicted and that was in proportion to the pain I was experiencing which was so unbareable and difficult to undo, that finding something to counter balance what I was going through seemed like the only solution I had. It wasn’t. I indulged… Ahh, the decadence of abandoning one’s self to something that knocks our socks off!

But, here’s the issue with that… It’s a downhill road, and no matter how fast we go, we will end up at the bottom, and that means depleated, sick, or dead. And that’s not an outcome anyone wants.

So, what’s the alternative, you ask?

Going upwards. Going upwards is great, except for one thing, when you’re struggling with replacing false beliefs, its rather difficult to go in any direction than the one those canon balls tell you do, down. Because of the weight.

Going upwards is great, its virtuous, its enjoyable, and what’s more, we gain strength and we remove layers of outdated stuff the further we go.

So, how do we find purpose?

This seems to be THE question.

I’ve found that one’s purpose, is at a crossroads between Who we need to serve with our gifts, and the standards we aspire to while using our gifts to serve.

Our purpose, is essentially the dent we want to leave in the world. Or better yet, reparing the dent others have left.

I like to think about purpose as a horizon we go towards but never reach. Like a north star, we go towards it, as a guiding light, but never do we reach it. It’s a form of direction, which keeps us moving, which keeps us growing, which keeps us going in ‘the right direction’.

If our vision is our What, our purpose is our Why.

So, your purpose is essentially the why that is deep within us, which is connected to the star we’re chasing. Like a magnet with only two polarities, we humans have infinite polarities, and our purposes in life stem from that inner why that gets us moving.

So, when we define our gift (what is right here that we can do really really well and fulfills us), and when we know why we have that gift and to who we can give it to make their life better, we discover our lifes purpose. And our lifes purpose can evolve, just as our skills and gifts can be developped over time, we can evolve from serving one type of tribe, to another over time. But, we’re not fixed like tree’s, we can evolve. And of course, when we’ve pursued a sunset for a while, at some point, we realise the solution we’ve found for our problem, we can automate it and then actually change direction towards a new destination.

All the best,

Cherokee Goldberg

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Responsibility

Here’s one I’ve found to be terribly painful.

There is no way for us to enter God’s kingdom, if we cannot accept responsibility to be in control for the thoughts that we are thinking.

About 12 years ago an event happened to me. The person who ‘acted’ the event onto me left me we an idea of how to describe him, a bad bad man.

I got out of that situation, and grew, and decided to write books and a blog and blablabla…

11 years later, I meet someone who triggers that exact state of emotion I had so much trouble getting over.

Today, I reach a point of culmination where – perhaps because of the full moon – I comprehend what I’ve needed to do to overcome what I’ve been fighting against over and over, vehemently for the last 5 months.

So, here goes:

My subconscious has been persecuting me with terrible terrible guilt ridden descriptions for the last 5 months. And every time it would, I would refuse and reject the idea because quite simply it has nothing to do with me. After all, I aspire to do good, be great and do what’s healthy and loving… all that, right?

And nearly every day, I’d reach a point where I’d have to go through this debilitating concept. No thanks, I don’t accept that, and never will. It has nothing to do with me!

A few days would go by, and again, as if my entire internal army had decided to conspire against me, to take siege over my sense of inner peace. I started to consider perhaps ending it. Like, why on earth would I want to go through this repeatedly… I can’t get on with work, I can’t focus on my gift, I can’t make progress. I just have to suffer and see everyone else making progress while I go through ‘muck’…

And then, today, I decided to take a different approach. Give in.

Today, I decided to just lie down with my thoughts and emotions.

It’s important to note that, when we decide to face something head on, it loses it’s power.

Anyhow…

When I reached the point where I decided to close my eyes, all I saw was the pitch black view and the discomfort of my heart feeling out of sync. (In reality it was me who was out of sync with it!)

So, I did breathing, I’ve been doing breathing lately.

And I contemplated what my heart was feeling, tried to figure out what I couldn’t feel for months ( actually 12 years I’ve been unable to feel this one thing.. and stuck in the mind…).

And then… it hit me. I sat with the discomfort, and the emotions, and decided to go along with the visions and the verbal persecutions and give in to them. So I accepted to be what my mind told me I was.

Then, in that clear instance, I was let into heaven. My heart opened up, and I realized (It seems I keep on learning this lesson…) it is only by accepting what is that I can do something about it. Even if, in this instance, it’s not actually true. My mind thinks it is, so I have to accept that my mind thinks it is, even if I know it’s not true.

When we accept what is, we can do something about it.

What’s more? When we take responsibility for ourselves, God let’s us in the kingdom. Not before, if we believe we have no power, or that we have no agency over ourselves, then guess what, we don’t get to be in heaven during our stay! God doesn’t want terrorists in heaven, so you have to leave your state of terror at the door! (We all terrorise ourselves with our beliefs, and thoughts and so on…)

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The right way, or the optimal way

What if we didn’t do things the “Right way”, but instead, did things the most optimal way?

Our body doesn’t come with an instruction manual. Oh but wait it does. Only, no one has taught us about it… (I’ll come back to this in a moment).

I’ve been thinking, I haven’t been very present on my blog in the last year. I do appologize. I’ve been working hard to aclimate myself to the new dynamics of my life. Having lost my father last April, my personal dynamic has been out of whack.

Not only that, I’ve been pretty lost, because I spend the better part of 2023 learning Programming languages. I’ve been lost, because when you do something you’re not supposed to be doing, you end up cloging up your way of thinking. You end up going against what works for you and you end up creating problems.

As a writer, learning to ingest code and then output code, has been like putting mud into my verbal flow. Rather than flow, I’ve experienced a bit of ebb. Rather than experience the subtle and intangible whispers of my soul, I’ve been quite insensitively laying down logical bricks of code. Rather than the refined and light caress of words and ideas under my breathe, I’ve been forcefully producing code, mentally hammering it into it’s functional and pragmatic place.

There is nothing so deadening for the soul than to consume something as a computer language. Perhaps finance, I wouldn’t know as I’m purely soul driven.

Anyway… I’ve been thinking lately, since I got into code, I started to neglect myself, I wasn’t listening to how I felt. And because of this dynamic, I ended up feeling incredible fomo, because I wasn’t producing anything from the soul, I wasn’t able to express myself clearly, and I was stuck in a numb wordless state, unable to put words on what I wanted. Though, I did become incredibly aware of what I wanted suddenly. All the things that money can buy, to fill the internal abyss which had been created due to lack of respect for my gifts and optimal ways of functionning.

I ended up wanting to travel, things that money can buy, things I didn’t have. All of this started to arise, because I wasn’t able to accept, embrace, or even value what I had and everything surrounding that. I was focussed on filling the mind with functional logic understanding. I wasn’t able to access any form of acceptance for the perfectly optimized life I already had.

You see, I’ve been a writer for a long time, my mind favours words [in the VAKOG I’m an audiory 1st, then visual, then kinesthetic]. but also, I’ve never had a thing for maths as a kid. I was always an ideas kind of person. I’ve always been hyper aware of my soul, and its fine expression. What I already knew before learning code, is that my life is taylor made for me, and everything I have at my disposition is perfect for my purpose in life. The parents I had/have, my interests, my friends, my awareness, my understanding, my mindset, my mental process’s, what lights me up, the gifts I’ve recieved, the things I’ve been proud about. Even my date of birth resonates with expression [21 = 3]. I’ve studied literature and philosophy, I’ve also studied law, I’ve been in sales, and in customer care, I’ve written a few books, and this blog for a while.

Looking back at my life, I wanted to understand what I could do, and if I could push my ability to expand a little. And I have expanded, and even grown, but there’s a fine line between growth and stress, once we step over growth and stumble into forced action, we’re no longer growing, we’re saturating to the point where we’re not able to recover the same.

So, as I said, I’ve been thinking.

Instead of functionning from a place of lack, from a place where we need something external as a compensation for our not paying attention to what we’re feeling. Instead, if we decide to focus on what we have, and what our gifts are, suddenly we access a degree of wealth no money can buy, and what’s more, we’ll do a far better job/work because we do what we love, so we’ll get recompensation for our ability.

When we function from the inside out, rather than the outside in, we fill ourselves up, we heal, we grow, we feel good. When we live from the outside in, striving for goals, wanting externalities, and so on, we’re in a state of lack, so we’re at a disadvantage. Instead, it’s important to see how what we do, what we have, and our purpose all align. When we look at our purpose and our gift, we realize we have abundantly more than we know what to do with.

I did say, I’d talk about the right way and the optimal way, so here goes.

As a man thinketh, so is he. But something is missing. I can’t simply cut out my emotional intelligence. My heart is my spiritual guidance. And if I am not attuned to how I feel, I will simply become beligerant with my words and actions, and by extension with those around me.

For better or for worse, my mind is a tool which serves my spirit. My spirit talks trhough my EQ and my mind serves my spirit. Not the other way around.

My spirit needs to be lit up, it needs to be inspired. My spirit is inspired by the fuel I feed my mind. Not the other way around; my soul is not fuel for results, results are output of my souls process.

My soul dictates the way, my mind is in service to that way. And my body is here to house my soul and mind for their journey. My emotions are indicators, like lights on a dashboard, to indicate whether I am hot or cold in “doing” my life purpose.

I am supposed to create, to write, to output, to express my soul. I am supposed to listen to my emotions, not make them scream at hyper intensity and take that out on my body through the need to “channel” my energy.

I am supported by angels for my mission. My words are translations of my subtle essence. I cannot force my body or soul, only my mind. So why let the mind think it can force the soul?

If we reverse what we normally do, what society has taught us, we may get a path that works, one that’s functional for us.

  • Instead of letting the mind use our soul and body, let the soul use the mind. Which will then empower the mind to empower the body, able to listen to it.
  • Listen to your emotions, they’re the guiding lights in your present moment to clarify if you’re on the right path.
  • Cherish your body as a temple for your soul.
  • Obey your soul.
  • Go at your own rythme.

Shut out the world, and the noise; and learn to accept your heart. As, you will find there the door to your soul.

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Mistakes early on lead to the divine path

Do you know why you need to make as many mistakes as early as possible?

Aside from the learning experience and entrepreneurial preaching’s spewed from all over the internet to make vain money,

it’s for the self knowledge, how you function, how the world functions, so you can gain a balanced harmony. But it’s also so that you can discover your limitations, so you can get lost and fall down, and in your darkest hour, still have access to who your father is, and uncover a way home through the storm.

Getting lost early on, allows you to access your fathers guidance, to access your fathers care, to see the extent of who he is.

Before that your knowledge of your father its mainly assumptions, and many times false illusions that we never get to revisit.

This is the same for any parent, assumptions are built on childhood distortions without actualization of who parents really are today.

Reactualisation is a beautiful gift one gets to cherish going forward, as are memories. Without it, we run the risk of a life lead by delusion. And to live a life in delusion denotes living an unexamined life: a lie.

Though, to tumble and fall allows us to start from our beginings, to build ourselves up, and witness a fathers greatness in consciousness.

To allow ourselves to be vulnerable and allow a parent a second chance to support us, allows us to go forward in adulthood, to let go of the anger of unmet childish expectations.

To reexperience “helplessness” allows us to reexperience our fathers traits minus unclear mixed up delusions, we get to fortify the truth of who he was.

Without the vulnerability of “Helplessness” one cannot experience the caring nature of one’s father. If we are in control, no one can exert correct control over us.

The “second coming” in the bible, is exactly this, getting to reexperience our actual father after falling and perceiving him for what he is, not our delusional beliefs, or someone we need to use, we get to experience the genuine true love of a father.

One must be willing to go through hell to reexperience this. And hell is created through the thoughts we engage in, as the thoughts we entertain create our emotional state, and our emotional state determines how we feel.

If you cannot go through your own hell, you cannot experience or appreciate or be grateful for any foundation your father has layed before you.

If you cannot witness your fathers caring assistance, while going through a hell of your own making, you will have no real reference as to who he was and if you cannot empathize with your fellow man. One has to shatter one’s false illusions before seeing the truth.

And to be cut off from men is to live in perpetual Hell, limbo.

So, to learn how much your father cares is to learn how to feel, and you cannot access the gates of paradise, which by the way, is right here on earth through the pathway of our own thoughts.

Narnia is not a physical location, its a doorway created by imagination. Equally, paradise is a place that manifests within your life, which you can only see by :

-> Fully embracing one’s father (living or dead) which gives way to fully embracing one’s mind and ability to think.

-> By embracing one’s father and mind, we then get to control our emotional life, which gives way to stability and courage, which gives way to providing safety to the women in one’s life.

And if they feel safe they can provide love and care, which colors the earth we reside on (because the way we ‘feel’ colors our mental experience).

If a woman decides to step into a mans life, she decides to – by her presence and being- color, nurture, provide warmth, etc. to a mans logical and even cold masculine structure.

So, by rediscovering one’s father and embracing him, we rediscover a balanced harmony in our lives.

Now, let me be straight with you, I’ve never read the Bible, I’m not preaching a religion, I’m making observations from my life experiences. But if I’ve never read the bible, how could the bible be false if the information I portray pertains to observations from my experience? And from this statement, I will say that, the way to access God, is through the learning of our biological father, or he who pertains to lead us to Paradise by his example as a man.

No man is perfect, but if he so chooses to live a life according to his higher self, he will lead well. Because to lead with our higher self is Gods will. Danté’s inferno explains the pitfalls to success, and denotes the challenges we face as humans as we strive for paradise. Our higher self is a place from which all those who lead reside and show example from. Just as my father did… he lead by example for me to follow in his footsteps.

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The birth of a noble king, the rise of an infinite empire.

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A king needs not a crown but a sword to fight his demons, the heart of a lion,
and an iron clad will. My sword has been my pen, my crown my achievements.

Overcoming my fears, beating my demons and believing in love above all else,
my loyalty to believe in family no matter what, my belief in myself to go through my pain, my WEALTH of life experience, character and mind. I am truly wealthy.
And I have shaped and bent my reality to my will.
I have overcome the most painful of all and conquered myself.

My life has taught me that I am a King, for I’ve been forged with blood, pain, trial and error, and I’ve surmounted the insurmountable.
I’ve won the battle with my dragon, I’ve conquered my fear and I am grateful for being enough.

Real kings are hard to come by, they’re rare as its not inheritance but sheer force of inner will and faith to overcome ones inner dragons and prevail to overcome.
No struggle is as big as conquering our inner self, all the rest is rain in spring.

 

I am enough, I am strong, I am great, I am worthy, I am Royal in the noble sense of life.

From the ashes I will rise,
my head held high,
my prideful and courageous heart beating,
the world before me,
I am here to serve in anyway God see’s fit.

“We rise by kneeling, we conquer by surrendering, and we gain by giving up”

 

The reason you find the love of your life when you are at your lowest point,
is to show you they’ll accept you. This is why you need to fail in life,
and reach your lowest point. In order to show you strength, you face your demons.
In order to know your courage, you are to face yourself.
This is why we say
“To have and to hold from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish, till death us do part, according to God’s holy law, in the presence of God I make this vow.’ at a wedding.

We are here to find God, in doing so we find ourselves, we go through trials and have to overcome our biggest fears, in doing so we conquer the monsters and get to live in the kingdom of God for everything it has. It is by loving ourselves that we access the kingdom of God, and it is by learning the laws of God that we succeed.

In God We Trust Money

You cannot access wealth and finance without first finding faith in God. Without it you will never know the true meaning of wealth which is not the meaning of the tool.
In Gods trials, we discover how to love ourselves and life, we overcome our demons and grow as a result, we become unafraid of poverty or sickness, and we rise to take off the crown imposed by ego, to carry the crown of our achievements, in doing so the kingdom is ours for everything it has to offer. You are free to be within the kingdom of God.

Money is a test. You can have as much money as you want.
But without accessing the kingdom of God first, nothing can be appreciated

 

Dieu est mon droit – In God we trust
#Grateful #Faith