Month: May 2025

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The purpose of clouds.

It is, I believe a test of faith that we are able to overcome what we’re going through, that we do have it in us, to bypass whatever we’re struggling with, and that we are smart enough to find a solution to our problems.

Under a black cloud, there is often shade. This prevents us from seeing clearly, even if we may know our truth. When we can’t see much, we often stumble and fall. And that is precisely the purpose of being under a cloud, or having light momentarily removed.

It is for us to remain steadfast and certain in our light. We are to burn through that fictitious limitation. — Fear. Preventing us from being fully what we are in the light of events and circumstances.

But guess what, that same shade is simply asking you to shine brighter, to become more convinced of how special you are, to breakthrough, to step out into the light in full faith that you know what is true despite evidence of the contrary.

You see, when you’re living in a traumatic bubble, you’re living in a limitation, a lie, and that set of conditions / circumstances, creates an illusion that you’re not all that you are. This isn’t true. It may seem true. But, if you know that simply by turning on a switch, you can change something. Then, it’s just a question of optimization and defining the limitations that you’re dealing with so that you can overcome them.

So, find what makes you shine, find where your speciality is, and fortify that.

You’re not being reduced. You’re required to expand and outgrow. Perhaps find new ways, and new paths.

When you level up, there’s an even bigger boss to conquer; level up again.

Get up, try again, build up, no matter what the evidence is. Believe.

In german, be-lieve, means to run towards something that we are.

So define what you are, and run towards it. You can’t fail at being you, because you are you.

Like saying the sky isn’t the sky, or the sun isn’t a sun.

It’s not because a cloud is in front of the sun, that the sun shines any less.

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Embrace the journey, it will lead you to you.

Both Batman, and Superman are lead by a calling before they enter their season of power. Batman meets Ras al Ghul, Superman finds the fortress of solitude. Batman discovers his power and bypasses the master. Superman finds his sense of identity.

It’s on the route into the world, however lowly it seems, where profound power in the journey out of the familial home.

There are times where you will fail, you will stumble. You will be called to overcome your struggle, but your journey will lead you to confront your fears, find your personal solution, and rise.

The pit is not a pit, but a womb.

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The invincibility year.

This is my invincibility year. How do I know?

Last year I was absolutely destroyed. Obliterated.

I’ve never been broken down this much, I’ve never been so powerless, I’ve never been so broken, I’ve never been so lost.

And I know, from past experience, that whenever you reach the absolute bottom of something, the only way is up.

So, the point is to know, what is the limit that you’re able to descend to?

The last time I sunk low was when I was in the finger painting academy 10 years ago. And even that didn’t break me. But what I learned when I touched that rock bottom, was that, there was no other way but up.

So, now, I believe that I’m going through a season of integration, of all the tools I built, all the tools I discovered through the last 10 or so years and I’m having to re-build myself and every brick so that instead of simply being an incredible building, one becomes a majestic sky-scraper – touching both earth and sky. As my current expansion has forced me to go higher, and by consequence, dig deeper into my roots in order to muster the strength and energy to go higher.

But, as the saying goes, “what is to give light must endure burning “, and that… that is painful.

If you look at 99% of candles out there, there is a metal base holding the wick. An invincibility year is going to fortify your foundation so that you can burn without wobble.

The invincibility year is the year after the Destruction year. Where everything crumbles and you get to see what was behind the rigid obsolete paint. The building blocks behind the scaffolding. The invincibility year, is the year were everything falls down and you see that not everything was lost, and that the hard work you efforted is still standing and is demanding to be applied in a new way than you have been applying it so far.

It’s about understanding the new way to go forward with the new configuration you’ve got, and fully embracing a path forward towards a new destination, despite the impression that everything is doomed.

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Crawl through the Fog.

Don’t focus on the end result. Focus on doing the best you can here and remaining block solidly loyal to the end result in relation to what you’re trying to achieve. But, don’t focus on the end result, focus on the process.

This is the Fog issue. When you’re driving in fog, you can only focus where you can see the road. Focus on the road. You know that when you arrive, you will arrive home or wherever you’re going. But for now, you don’t get the luxury of looking at your home. You do however, have the luxury of seeing the road. And the road is what will get you there.

  • Right now, if you’re seeing this, it means that you don’t have the luxury to sit around and hope for a better future.
  • You must execute. You must do. Step by step.
  • This step by step process is your journey to where you’re going.
  • Your points of refueling must add up to create the output for the actions on your journey.
  • Your actions, must be made with Hope that you will attain that point of Home.

But, you don’t have the leisure of sitting around or solving your problem, you don’t have the luxury of waiting for your injury to heal. It’s game time now, and you need to limp to the finish-line.

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Those women who hate their fathers

A woman who spends her time in her mind actually hates her father and cannot allow herself to feel fully. Which prevents her from fully embracing and empowering her man.

Women who hate their fathers will destroy the men in their lives, simply by projection of the unfinished hate pattern occurring in their lives.

When the women in your life undermine your every act, or empower you to go the wrong way, you are actually dealing with women who don’t believe in you. And with a smile on their face, they will drive your personal annihilation.

Beware, because these people will seem like the best of friends, and to an extent, they will allow you to make mistakes. Which will free you, so they are allies.

A kid who’s parents hate each other will constantly be torn, until he manages to bring the two sides into alignment with a common goal.

A mother who hates her father, will hate her husband or bring out ‘areas of concern’ in the man simply by what she perceives -even if it doesn’t necessarily exist in the first place – and she will end up on an internal level with her Kid, as the emotions which contradict the mind.

If a man hates his mother, he will end up belittling his wife, and in the process showing to the children, that the mind can be hyper critical of the emotions to the extent of actual emotional detachment and residing solely in a space of idea instead of fully living.

Bring these two states together and you have a wild recipe for self destruction, or if you see the bright side in things, you see wild opportunities for personal growth and development!

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God has your back, every single step of the way.

Sometimes we go through trials and these things make us feel afraid. As if living under a grey cloud, we can’t see the sun. But it doesn’t mean its not there.

God protects you. And even the mightiest of them all loses all of his strength if he so wishes to harm you. So long as you stand strong in self belief, you are protected by God all the way through. What seems like painful.

Isaiah 54:17 (NKJV)

“No weapon formed against you shall prosper,
And every tongue which rises against you in judgment
You shall condemn. This is the heritage of the servants of the Lord,
And their righteousness is from Me,”
Says the Lord.

Psalm 91:7 (NIV)

“A thousand may fall at your side,
ten thousand at your right hand,
but it will not come near you.”

Romans 8:31 (ESV)

“If God is for us, who can be against us?”

Deuteronomy 28:7 (NIV)

“The Lord will grant that the enemies who rise up against you will be defeated before you. They will come at you from one direction but flee from you in seven.”

Psalm 23:5 (NIV)

“You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies. You anoint my head with oil; my cup overflows.”

I want you to take a moment and observe that you are protected every step of the way. What you think will be an oblivion to you, will be a mere scratch. What you think will be your death, will simply be a gush of fresh air. The scariest among us lose all of their power when faced with the meek and humble. Humility and vulnerability are the most powerful sources.

It is as if, you can sit back, and let the enemies attack you. They will defeat themselves in the process.

So heed no thought, pay no mind to those who scare, frustrate, anger you. They will cancel themselves out.

Matthew 5:5.

“Blessed are the meek, for they will inherit the earth.”

Edit:

Additional value I dug up 🙂

https://youtu.be/QrRMj8A4N0Y?si=D6txPfHaMoSaUKIm

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When the master is ready, the pupil will appear.

I’ve been going though a significant amount of trauma since 2024, but I just understood something, I can only attract the people I need once I’ve overcome my trauma.

The reason being that, if you break an egg from the outside, you remove the life, and the life within your trauma bubble is essentially in formation as you evolve through your trial and error to cope with it.

You cannot lead from a place of being in the shell, because people cannot see if you are in teacher mode, or if you are in need of a mentor.

The truth is, its up to you. But, knowing myself, the truth is that I need to become the mentor. And its only by reaching the point where one can get out of one’s shell that one can become the teacher for others. Before then, nothing will work, the energy will be off and no matter how many ads, vsls etc that you make, you won’t be able to make any money or attract any clients. Its all energetic.

However, you need to remain consistent. You need to become extremely clear about creating momentum proportional to one single thing and if you don’t you risk going round in circles. Not understanding why people aren’t interested in what you’re saying, not liking, etc.

You can’t shine, from under a cloud. And that is why you can only attract the client from the position of being a master. And you can only be the master, if you master the turmoil keeping you in your bubble. You can escape, but you’ll have to then take that same bubble elsewhere. So you need to build your internal infrastructure to help other people, and that can only come from a place of having built one to get out of your personal bubble/egg.

The reason we don’t break the egg and let the chick break the shell first, is because its about strength and struggle. If you break the shell first, you remove the struggle, and if you remove the struggle, you remove the process that gives strength, and resilience. If you have no strength, you cannot break the bubble from within. You have to keep on struggling until you can break your personal struggle from within.

Life will give you everything that you need in order to succeed, where ever you are. You don’t have to go to the other side of the world in order to succeed. You just have to create momentum to get to the point of success. IF, and only IF, you’re committed to succeeding.

You may be able to succeed from the outside, if you’re making a boiled egg, but if you’re wanting to succeed and let life, you must let life expand first. And if it expands, then and only then can you come out the other-side and claim to be the success that you are.

We often think in terms of who will guide us. But, sometimes we have to overcome things that are so significant, that we have no choice but to come out the other side and teach others.

And when we do, we have the right to go anywhere in the world.

The troubling thing about this article is that, its also true from the outside in. If you want to succeed you can take action and force the interior to become like you want to become by being around the right people.

You don’t have to run or panic, or struggle externally, but you do need to remain consistent, internally or externally, and then, you will be a success.

All paths lead to Rome, and all paths lead to God, the only choice is essentially, knowing what kind of path you’d like to take, to get there. What is your path?

Your choice is the path. And your level of success is the amount of consistency you have in the believe around the obtention of what you’re aiming for. Because you are essentially stacking, and compounding the intention and action to succeed. If you stack that intention overtime you become successful, because you are successful in intention over and over until you become that.

So its important to define the emotion, the state you want to replicate from your internal state of ‘abyss’ even if it seems scary, even if it seems lonely, even if you feel broken. You will prevail, its a matter of time though. You see, you need to discover the rules of the game first, and if you can discover the rules of the game, you can figure out the parameters of how you can win, and win you must.

You need to Win the game, and when you do so, you will have recognition and acclaim.

But, only because you have walked the impossible path, because you have trail blazed your way to overcome your personal trauma and rise to lead others through theirs.

Don’t escape.

Grow. Expand, learn, understand. Learn to see within the mundane, if you cannot have the superbly superficial. Learn to succeed where you are. As Walter Wattles said back in the day, you must outgrow where you are. If you are to leave, to get a better position, you must outgrow your current circumstance. But expansion must come first, and success will only come from your personal struggle.