Month: Oct 2024

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I am the soul, the one within.

I am not my body, my body is me.

I ‘m not my mind, my mind is mine.

I am the soul, the one within.

And my purpose, is to believe in my body, so my body can BE.

Be lieve. From Be and lief ( lief in German is to run.)

To run towards ‘be-ing’. To be a human-being its self.

Imagine that. A Human, being its self.

Human was first recorded in the mid 13th century, and owes its existence to the Middle French humain “of or belonging to man.” That word, in turn, comes from the Latin humanus, thought to be a hybrid relative of homo, meaning “man,” and humus, meaning “earth.”

So, to be a human, is to be a man on earth.

This means, that our soul, is fully incarnated within our body and our body, aligned with our soul.

If that’s not the case, we’ve got work to do.

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These Words will shift your reality.


How the root of words will change your reality.

To succeed is to shine from the heart. But to shine from the heart is to act from what the heart is full of and enjoys from a place of Gift or fulfilment. So, if we spend the majority of our time in our gift, we will become a master in that activity, because we enjoy it. And, we will radiate the joy we compound from doing that activity.

To be Godlike is to shine, which is to reflect Gods greatness back to other people.
And Gods greatness is Good.

So, from my own understanding, any activity around LUST is instant gratification. And instant gratification leads to the opposite of enjoyment in any activity except itself. It withdraws energy which empowers the journey towards ‘being Godlike’ before others.

So, to engage in lust is sinful, because the lust will withdraw you from what is worthy. And what is worthy, is to be in the heart. And so, if what we do is good, we will shine goodness from the heart and inspire people upwards (nonlustful activities), and if we fill our heart up with lustful activities, we will reflect that back to others, and fortify the distraction or detraction from being in the heart for others. In other words, we will be working to disempower others from being in the heart, with God, doing Gods work, in bringing heaven to earth. Which is to sin, or to miss the mark. The mark being to bring the kingdom of heaven to earth.

So how did I get to the above conclusion?
👇👇👇Look at my research down here. 👇👇👇

I decided to seek for the etymology of the root word of ‘pink’, which actually comes from ‘the frilled edge of the flowers’ or german ‘to peck’. Which inevitably lead me to the word blue. Which comes from the high german blao meaning ‘shimmering, lustrous’.
Which is to shine in such a way that the light seems to shake slightly and quickly.

I then searched for other colors, until… I had the idea to start seeking for more important words.

God, for instance, comes from ghut. Which means ‘That which is invoked‘. or that which is worshiped as divine. Or Goodness who is who is worshipped So, I searched for comprehensions of divine, which is ‘celestial’ or ‘shining’.

So, naturally I sought out what God originally meant. from the 6th centuary Christian Codex, gudan, which means ‘to call’ or ‘to invoke’.

Okay, so, what does it mean to invoke?

If you invoke a law, you state that you are taking a particular action because that law allows or tells you to.

And what does Invoke mean? It means ‘to call’, or to call forth.

So, to call comes from the old Norse ‘to summon’. Which means to think, to invite, to prepare.


summon (v.)

c. 1200, somnen, “call, send for, ask the presence of,” especially “call, cite, or notify by authority to be at a certain place at a certain time” (late 13c.), from Anglo French sumunre and directly from Old French somonre, variant of sumundre, somondre “summon.” This is from Vulgar Latin *summundre “to call, cite,” from Latin summonere “hint to, remind or advise privately,” from assimilated form of sub “under” (see sub-) + monere “to admonish, warn, advise” (see monitory).

So, to summon, is to hint

Calling and Speech both have the ability to speak. Which is to ‘make a sound’

Sound also means, in good condition, not damaged or diseased.

And when we go further down the rabbit hole, sund, becomes swimming / Gap / Narrow access.

The word Noise, comes from the word Nausea.

Nausea, comes from Naus and nauseatum which is Naus for Ship, and Nauseatum to make or feel sick.

In this instance I’d express that our body is our ship. And the Nausea is our internal pain/sickness.

Ship comes from the word ‘shape’ or Having the shape of.

And, so, to call forth, is to evoke, provoke, or occur, to arouse. Or in other words, to make manifest.  

To make manifest comes from the Latin manifestus, meaning “detected in the act, evident, or visible.” . So, in other words, to make thoughts visible.

Luxury, comes from luxus, or Excess. Luxury originally came from the word Lust, which is associated with adultery.

Other words associated to lust are ‘desire, appetite, inclination, appetite.’

In the bible Lust is associated to a sinful longing; the inward sin which leads to the falling away from God ( Romans 1:21 ). “Lust, the origin of sin, has its place in the heart, not of necessity, but because it is the centre of all moral forces and impulses and of spiritual activity.

And the word Sin, comes from the greek Synn, which is “to miss the mark,” “to fail in one’s purpose“.

And so, if we fail in achieving the mark by focussing on lust, or luxury, or desire or excess.

What is the mark we’re failing to reach?

What is the purpose we’re failing to reach?

So answer this, I’ll back track to a previous post.

The reason we fail, is because we quit.

But the reason we quit, is because it isnt fulfilling.

We’re unfulfilled, when we’re not using our gift.

Our gift is connected to the fulfilment of our heart.

So when we’re not in the heart, we’re not worthy of success.

Because the condition of worth, is literally heartfelt.

Your success, is a posture of heart.

Our most sacred mission is to apply our focus to getting unstuck where we feel stuck. The original condition or worship, is a ‘ state or condition of worth ‘ […]. When you embrace worship, then, your aim is to embrace your real worth : the divine perfection that resides within you. With a path, we are no longer afraid or worried.

In other words, to feel worthy, one has to be aligned with the heart. And how do you change the heart?

You change how you feel about things.

Now, if you’ve ever read psychocybernetics, you’ll understand that the heart, is… a blueprint of daily associations and agreements we make in proportion to how we feel. And we can change our blueprint, or the way we feel.

So, the way we feel is dictated by what we focus on on a daily basis. Up, until we reach the moment where we have an automation of focus and affinity for what we look at.

Okay, so lets recap.. Because thats a lot of information.

My Conclusion from all of the above.

What is the mark we’re failing to reach? What is the purpose we’re failing to reach?

To succeed is to shine from the heart. But to shine from the heart is to act from what the heart is full of and enjoys from a place of Gift or fulfilment. So, if we spend the majority of our time in our gift, we will become a master in that activity, because we enjoy it. And, we will radiate the joy we compound from doing that activity.

To be Godlike is to shine, which is to reflect Gods greatness back to other people. And Gods greatness is Good.

So, from my own understanding, any activity around LUST is instant gratification. And instant gratification leads to the opposite of enjoyment in any activity except itself. It withdraws energy which empowers the journey towards ‘being Godlike’ before others.

So, to engage in lust is sinful, because the lust will withdraw you from what is worthy. And what is worthy, is to be in the heart. And so, if what we do is good, we will shine goodness from the heart and inspire people upwards (nonlustful activities), and if we fill our heart up with lustful activities, we will reflect that back to others, and fortify the distraction or detraction from being in the heart for others. In other words, we will working to disempower others from being in the heart, with God, doing Gods work, in bringing heaven to earth.

The Mark we’re failing to reach is the ‘FULFILMENT’ of our hearts, fully with Gift base goodness, rather than Lack based activities. We focus too much on activities which aren’t our gift, which creates a degree of pain. That pain creates a duality, which makes us seek out pleasure in luxury [ Note that I said luxury, not lust. Because luxury is also Excess, which we want as a result of FEELING like we don’t have enough, and that is the downside of being detached from our gift (which is fulfilling)].

Our purpose, is to fill our hearts up with a compounding, an accumulation of Gift based emotions, which are Joyful, which are happiness, which are pure, which are … Love based. These emotions create a pure heart, and pure intentions.

The detractor of purpose, is anything which ‘IS NOT OUR GIFT’, because that which is not our gift will deplete us rather than fulfil us, thus creating internal states of pain and frustration which need a counter-balance … in the zone of Lust and Luxury.

If you arrive in heaven by force, you’ll have force remove heaven from you. In other words, if your base state isn’t a heart full of heaven, anything you achieve will be coerced from you with pleasure.

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Personal power

We all go through hard challenges. There’s no revelation there. And it times of hardship, it does become rather hard to know how to depend on self. Especially when our personal sense of self, or our personal drive or sense of direction gets blown out.

It’s rather hard to simply figure out one’s way, when one’s way of sensing one’s way has been;.. removed.

Imagine, you’ve always done things a certain way, then one morning you get into a car accident, and you awake to realise that the way you do things no longer applies to you. You have to adapt, you have to understand… what your standards of procedure will be for your daily operating. How you get into ‘the zone‘.

If you cannot shine, what happens next is that there’s no point aiming for anything because… well, there’s no point of arrival and confirmation. There is no joy in the future to aspire to. Which means that, the above accident had taken away your ability to feel joyful in the future…

Well, in these moments, it’s rather easy to wake up in the morning and start wondering if there is a God. Because, you’re powerless in regard to your condition, right?

So, you pray, and you think, and you even whine a little to this all omnipotent entity, and you await an answer. Sometimes your miracles get taken care of, sometimes its just you frustrated and cursing at the walls for what life has done to you.

In these moments of weakness, it feels rather … easy… to suddenly hope for some powerful God who’ll fix you and make everything better. Here’s the kicker, you already had a Dad, and he could do what he could do. But now, you’re on your own, no one’s coming to save you. It’s between you and yourself.

And while I don’t deny that there are spiritual entities helping you to heal and so on. If you don’t do the work, do the hard things, nothing gets done. Your winnings don’t just leap into your lap. You have to build your bucket for the day it rains, otherwise you don’t catch any water…

Right now, it’s raining, but right now I’m dealing with my own version of this current crisis of meaning and direction. Finding it difficult to project, because my current personal equation makes it difficult to project with. If you lose an arm or a leg, your future will either include no leg, or it will include a prosthetic limb. If you’re projecting into a form of reality, your future will be based upon your current equation of physical, mental and emotional status.

So, when you’re going through something difficult, it’s sometimes rather difficult to project into the future, to see the brighter day, from a stand point that… yes something happened to you, and that thing can resolve itsself, but until that resolution happens, your vision of the future will be warped by your present equation.

Now, I find that, relying too heavily on an all powerful God, to make it all better and fix my current situation… sometimes disempowering, because it means I’m looking externally for God to fix my situation, when I should be looking internally for my own inner state of God. Because when we align with our inner Godlike power in the attempt of something, what happens is God or the universe usually joins you and supports you to get you to where you’re going.

But when you’re feeling pathetic and low and ailing and waiting for something to happen, God will probably do the same. It seems…

I hope I’m not jaded in this perspective, and I do reserve an open door for new perspectives. But I do however tend to see that the moments when I take leaps, those are the moments when things tend to … get better. I can sit in my chair and so on, but until I go out and do things, nothing happens, no one can happen, and no external influences can happen.

I suppose that, if we really think about it, God is everyone and everything at the same time, so if you meet the right person who sais the right thing which shifts you internally … that’s because you put yourself in the right place.

So, perhaps disconnection has its place, for healing, for reassessing, for preparing… but the disconnect prevents you from the giving of the gift of what you’ve done in your isolation to others… And that is the purpose of your gift.

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Your success is a matter of heart.

Life will present you with people and experiences, to reveal where you’re not free.

The reason we fail, is because we quit.

But the reason we quit, is because it isnt fulfilling.

We’re unfulfilled, when we’re not using our gift.

Our gift is connected to the fulfilment of our heart.

So when we’re not in the heart, we’re not worthy of success.

Because the condition of worth, is literally heartfelt.

Your success, is a posture of heart.

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Your mission is to stand.

At every level of your life, you’re going to be called to adapt and shift towards a version that will be able to cope with the challenges up ahead. You’ll have to let go of what you once were, in order to evolve and shift to who you need to be in order to fulfil your mission as man amongst men.

Similarly, when we go through trauma, we’re actually being called to serve people in proportion to what we’re overcoming.

So when life has decided to beat you over the head with a situation and take your power away, its telling you that you need to pay attention to what the struggle is. It’s actually giving you the weight of a mission that not many could bare. If you are strong and you are crushed by your situation. You are being called to rise despite your situation. And you will, because that is who you are.

Life has battered me and damaged my body. Life has given me no choice but to feel damned and low and powerless. But I refuse to accept this as my fate. I refuse to be beaten by what is not me. For, my heart is stronger than this. My heart is powerful. And in standing up and being me, despite not being what I want to be, I raise a mirror, for others to see themselves in and give back power to those who feel crushed by life itself.

Even if I no longer feel perfect in my own eyes, I do love myself enough to vouch for me.
And in this statement, I take the position of he who has power over his imperfection. For it is in my decision to vouch, and stand tall, despite my mistakes and failures. It is my decision to rise above the limitations, of what has happened to me. I will not be a victim to my circumstance, I will rise above and conquer because I am powerful, I am great, and I am a leader of men. This is my destiny.

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Jump and fly, God will catch you

People who tell you to Grind are mislead bastards who will drag you down to their personal inferno, because they don’t know any different. – I have absolutely no shame in saying this.. It’s true.

A man really becomes a man, when his father passes away. Because that is when his glass ceiling to responsibility becomes ultimate under God.

Succeeding is easy, all you have to do is follow steps and iterate until you find the right fit.

Failing is hard, because, it forces you to adapt, to grow, to expand, to suffer, to become…

My father allowed me to fail, repeatedly, in fact he encouraged it, so much so that I spent my 20’s committed to making mistakes and failing as much as I could.

It’s only after the sacrifices of my father than I can be the man I am. It’s only because he permitted me to fail, that I am able to lead. It’s only because he sacrificed everything, that I’m able to be who I am today. I’m only able to be the man I am, because he permitted me, and gave me the space I needed, to test, to fail, to struggle, instead of succeed.

No one talks about the price of success though. No one talks about THE DAMN Price about success though. Because, in order to become you must SACRIFICE. In order to succeed, a part of you must die. In order for you to step into your role as a man, your inner child must be sacrificed, and that part of yourself must be Yanked, and killed within the very center of you.

The mongrels and bastards, and idiotic buffoons who – with stupid pretens – tell you to grind, and force and make money now; before the right time arrives, are half wits, inbreeds, and they will lead you to waste the precious time you have with those most precious while you have those moments in front of you.

The world will always have money, there will always be a form of exchange, there will always be another chance to evolve and change your course.

What cannot be replaced though, you only get one chance. You don’t get another try when their gone. You do however get multiple chances to succeed in business. In fact, you get as many chances as you have breaths and energy…

Always choose what cannot be purchased, over what can be purchased. Your path is not to buy, your path is to be, and if your being brings you to buy, then your path will make that infinitely clear to you. Your path though, is to follow what is right, what is true and what is useful. If your path leads to suffering, then your path will lead you to teaching and healing others. If your path leads you to success too early, you will miss out on the infinite potential for growth that God intended for you.

Here’s something no one will ever tell you. If the door is not open for you, it will be hard to open. Therefore there’s no reason for you to force your way to riches when the time isn’t right. And your singular situation will make that abundantly clear to you, and only you. On the other side, if the time is right, then making that damn leap will seem easy, because it will be the extent of the culmination of everything that you had done before, or the shift in direction will make sense in proportion to the internal development that you have had to go through.

Although, the choice is yours, ultimately, you can decide to pierce through the veil from safety and expose yourself to the world in order to serve them with everything that you are, or you can wait, and catch the next bus, when your energy is fully ready for you to suffer the brunt and weight of the entire world battering against you as you aspire to ascend to your mission. Either way, you will be right, either way you will be wrong. Although, you will have to let go of the way you have been doing things, in order to adapt to a whole new paradigm of life. You will have to let go of what is familiar to you, and accept a new way of functioning.
Your status quo will never be the same once you accept to ascend, once you break the shell, you can’t get back in the egg. You’re out in the light, and that’s that.

Here’s a secret no one will tell you for less than the price of a high ticket seminar… You don’t need to make money right now, you need to fill yourself up to the brim so that the value you bring to the world is 10x, 1000x what it currently is. Sacrificing your now, so you can serve people from a more aligned and truthful place, will serve people more than spitting BS on social media because you think you need to grind to get peoples attention. Forcing yourself to put shit out in the market means you’re making noise and forcing that in everyone’s face when you yourself aren’t even aligned with your higher purpose as a human under God.

The only people who tell you that you ‘need’ to make money right now, are people who are selling something to you that you could ultimately solve yourself somewhere along the line with the help of God. Except they’d rather jump in on the process and give you a short cut so you can solve the problem, now. But the only thing holding you back from ‘accepting your now’ is the emotion and feeling or the pain you’re currently experiencing and if you don’t have the courage to go through that pain on your own, you will have to pay someone who has had the courage to do so.

There is no pressure to make money in life. Society is created in order to support the weakest from falling too low, and supports those who want to make money as infinitely as they want. But ultimately its a choice and must be made upon one’s ability to admit to one’s self what they truly want deep down.

If someone is truly willing, and wants to serve other people and provide service to help them find their way, then… there exist an infinite number of ways to make money, and to ascend to success. And that is where you’ll find people to help you, and God will light the way.

But Grinding, and forcing yourself, no.

I help men to overcome porn addiction, trauma, turn their life around and then I help them create financial freedom…

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